I spicy toxic revenge because I affair

Adultery, Yes, I did the wrong thing, the thing that a woman was never thought of. I could never do this. But I did and this cannot be denied.

The two years he worked away from home is a difficult time for me and the little girl. Feeling alone, loneliness, nervousness, no one cared, cared by the siege. And then I fell into a married man. I soon realized that the relationship was a mistake, so I ended it before things go too far.

When he returned, because do not want to lie to you, I have to confess all. The idea he would sympathize and understand, but you're my revenge in ways uniquely spicy.

The first is that you pick up at home with his mother and wife I, once told me all about "victory". More and more old ginger cay, each day, parents are using those words I gnashed his do I cannot head.

Then, you split the baby girl out of me and teaching her the bad thoughts about me. Turn me into a mother not in the eyes of a small girl.

The worse thing you can do for revenge that is go girl play village relations. And would you call relations about and catch me. He described meticulously each action, deliberately creating the room noise, so I hear that way embarrassed. If Yes, then the next day he will go anywhere that I'm posting Moss the woman insert mausoleum, the woman put her husband to infidelity.

I almost fell into panic. I always worry and fear. I'm off work so as not to affect the work. I'm afraid to go home, afraid to face him, with my mother and both my daughters love.

I have been on your knees please forgive but I gotten away and said: "this type of woman as she then don't expect there to be forgiveness from me".

By this time, I feel really stuck, I don't know what to do to keep her family's happiness. Should I continue to endure the paying spouse's or freeing ourselves from suffering? I still love him very much. I want to fix their mistakes, wanted to fulfill the duty of a wife, a mother.=