Miserable billionaire women with love to late

Love is always the thing that forever people can't understand. I have fifty years but can't get rid of the strange of it. Fifty years on, I still love went mad and miserable, love much to the point of being the life of the condemned and the stigma of being the only son, weeping mother, please stop the love to his son not to shame with the village of neighbors, friends. Turns out, a man who in old age as I then became a crime. It is not acceptable to let old people love. Old people are only allowed to live the true epitome to do mirror for children, old people are only allowed to live my life as quiet as possible. My son says, I have to live for decent living with. Heart pain instead of the two words "kind". To my children why I dare say so still responsible for people's life was too harsh with I love a poor boy am I up to age 25. I am a woman in extreme abstinence by moms taught me that from when I was a child. She taught me,, contest, graphics, teaching women the primary family enough but not teach me to live, how to hold the happiness of themselves. Forgiveness is a virtue of the women but if too altruistic it again become effeminate. This mom did not teach me.