My husband was suffering the loss of thousands of facilities in gold because of 'her' loose

My husband was suffering suspected of losing the gold because the sealed liquid.

He was the MC of the school that we know each other. Originally just the lyrics ask, vu and talk in love or not at all.

After the University has stable job with pretty good wages, we talk to marriage. The love of two is everyone in response and warmly supported.

When about to debut I also like you are the parents of two sides are very endearing, our marriage ceremony also took place. A beautiful love affair and the like in the fairy tale.

I was elated as in happiness full integrity.

But the wedding night is the night that in my life I have never felt despair and suffering to such a level.

I know he is also looking forward to the moment I officially. But when the suspect's eyes he for me by not seeing drops of blood evidence for the clean, my heart hurts like cutting.

He's just quiet look at me without saying anything, I know what you're thinking, tears I flush fall as never cry. Maybe in 3 years together despite the instigation, brawler is even parting but the tears never fall so much.

I ask what you think, you don't say, we silence located next to each other. The feeling of loneliness, despair, misery ... never in the clear to me.

The next morning I called him up early to talk, my husband said you feel it's not my first. I am silent, I know you from the previous is my first love, I love you is love only, so that what you say, what you think, I suspect I and answered me by saying he felt "loose it" ...

What should I do now, has a week passed, we silence together, though still go do still eat rice but in between we have a gap too great, I saw the difference, loneliness and suffering right in the House, by the husband-my lover, whom I love more than yourself.

Now I have to do, should I break up with him to prove his purity, but is it the solution?

Really what I should do, please give me advice?=