My wife taught me not to 'live test' ... like me

 Hi guys. I am a habitual readers of Living and sharing category. I never confided on the newspaper, but today I'm really feeling very deadlock, and want the Center to receive the share of readers.

What is the student, after school I used and loved a girl. That was my first love, but she is not beautiful, and there's not much point with my wife now about your level, beauty, and the intelligent, but because the milieu of youth, we have love and living together as husband and wife the 2 years without interest to the objections of the family.

After 2 years of living, we have actually realized yourself more points should not both have voluntarily parted. After the breakup, I've been on the South to do business, as well as to forget to take his time over the last 2 years.

To the South was a time I would know and love my wife now. She is an intelligent woman and very proper, she also has a very clear perspective on the issue of live test before marriage, and never accept that. Therefore, I dare not confess to her that I had a one-time live test with a daughter, because I know, if she knew, then she will never accept married to me. So I had to hide her, and we were married.

Thought like that is done, but in a home, to hear people talk, she discovered I have had time to live with a daughter, and cried a lot. I have also apologized, and explained to her so much that it just was the milieu of his youth, and at present we are no longer in contact with each other.

My wife has also accepted to forgive me, and we have also promised each other's would never repeat it. But only a time is somewhere in there. She still constantly bring ancient stories out to retrieve the body of doubt I'm unfaithful. And find a way to monitor me wherever I always have the feeling of mystery, afloat.

Many times come together Festival colleagues in the company then go sing karaoke, sealed room with no phonewaves, my wife is not phone message asking me to start again with the tone of cause I feel offended, like: what is shutdown, is sleeping with the son would?. Then, you go, go, do, do, stay with them in, don't go here anymore, ... Even many times, taught me, she said: growing up don't live test as your dad, remember.

That actually didn't like, I just go and sing Festival with colleagues, as well as taking the relationship to a more convenient in work, earning more money back home to his wife, but she didn't understand.Many times I too bothered about blame, she called upon her has the right to doubt me, because I have a past of not ' Nice ', and she still continues to keep me until his ever she wants. And I must accept the jute grit. This is also the price to pay for the milieu and lifestyle of his inaction.Actually, the reason I wanted to put this many times lé hands slapped for his wife a few, but not enough courage, because finally I don't at all well.

I really feel tired and the deadlock before his circumstances, but I don't actually know how to solve it. Please please share with my readers, I made the mistake when the live test, or mistake of marrying a wife does not accept, sympathy for herself.

Bachviet ...=