Puzzled when seeing your girl is also the 'gold'

Puzzled when seeing your girl is also "the gold".

I really don't think that matters to people because as she says the two men are expected to proceed to marriage again should have that is also normal. She loves him much attention but then her boyfriend should have betrayed her.

She told me that when only two familiar short time. She seemed doomed and accept every decision from you. According to the feel of me, her appearance is very strong but somewhere in my heart still had a void of loneliness and still the old man of wrath though time has passed long ago (she later agree on this matter when I say). I gradually hurt her, want to stay next to the cover and compensate for her.

From there, the children concerned her more, always cared for her (even to myself). Since we now know each other just angry at each other several times, but not more than 1 day is again heal because when a conflict occurs, the two will talk frankly with each other about the problem and solve and experience. About two months, we count the wedding (because I feel she should want a nostalgic about the disease to live so I can take care of her) and she seems to want the wedding proceed sooner than you'd like. Because I seriously, love is about long. So we also have a relationship with each other.

The first and the second (day) I saw blood flowing out, I asked, she said was only for old boyfriend do in the upper part. I'm very glad to be the first of her. But recently, when the relationship is finished, she asked me to have fun was the beginning of her and I said yes.

But, I'm very disturbed because since new familiar up to now, only children say "I love you" never received similar sentences from her.

Well just you always actively texting in the morning and the evening (she also but only by a half compared with children). She says is her body and her heart had completely belongs to children and will spend this life to loving care for children but I have yet to see current that particular word she said.

Only about three months is the wedding that the mood of now very disturbed worried whether she truly with children, or just treat me as where to fill in gaps (she has outspoken belief for just 99%, 1% want to keep her for myself but I think this number is not much less so).

I have to do something, there should be a straight talk WINS on these issues I suspect? I'm just afraid of hurting her for not believing her. I'm really unhappy mood these days. I hope people give me advice?=