When parents no longer are keenly my anguish, alone. Now I understand it was too late, the true mother has not left my side anymore. His mother was far away, when all dreams are not yet satisfied, and I was a child, no child any tastes. This pain I will have to bring all my life, the anguish settled ...
From the little I have lost a father, a mother who lives with her in my fears. My family is poor, there's nothing beyond the House temporary leaves. On the day, I still have to work, do my pet rent. Perhaps that day, I should understand the pain of the mother that try. But because of the poor, the extreme suffering that I always carry in themselves the thought life of boredom, I have many times lesson, skip class to my mom being a teacher complains.
Do a particular student such pleasure when on the day was the check point class, criticized. I'm too tired for that, so the level runs out please go to workers. At first, I was a great-grandson earned wages chiu save send this to my mom, but as time passed I under cloud of bad eating, Joneses. I was spent, even copper, I also call on the funds.
My mother makes capital, she heard that I was tired, ill, how many parents sent me off. She even borrowers interest to send it to me. These days, I live away, is the day my mother suffer. There is no money to pay the interest, my mother is alone transplanted paddy field, and nest 5 grass, harvesting rice harvest season. So this season through another season until the amount is paid off.
After this, there who told me his mother regularly eat cassava, eat mashed potatoes, even starving to have the money sent to me. Many commercial too, should keep to her meal a bowl of steamed rice Sesame salt, who would trade over to my mother a few butter rice.
"Fuck you very hard. The morning would also have to get up early the 4 h for hire do not eat up minutes, having hired do to noon have fainted on board. Much of her day to see me eat boiled banana and paring for the over packed. She said it hurt you're afraid you don't have the money to spend how much should send out ... "-she told me that tears fell.
Give me an envelope which is the amount before I posted about but don't touch. Told my mom died ...
I live away until one day I met a terrace, you gave me the confidence, motivation to continue living my life left to make more sense. Also thanks to the patio which I know loving parents. But that time, how long, by when I know believe her mother suffering from stomach cancer and she wouldn't live much longer.
On return to the parent party carry how much regret now regret, before his death, my mom also gave me an envelope which is the amount before I send this to you. My mother was not used to it, she kept it for me. Told my mom died that never have a life no warmth, piecemeal. Even a hearty dinner party his son also never have. I am extremely regretful mercy far.
Hours of work I was more stable, on the day they look old with mum that tears I just flow. 32 years old, but I've never been polite and I never have taken a chance to remake his life. I didn't say loving words to her mother.
Back to the old year and the mother leaves the House I live in, a grief therapist crushed my heart. Where I grew up, where I grew up, where I lost the most precious thing a go, which is the mother- love boundless trade that for a lifetime I can't search anymore.=