Tears with the single mothers coming permanently away from the

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At this point I should should spend most of the time, his feelings for my little son. Because I don't have much time on the this life anymore. I have loved me a new baby to party. But I keep the horizontal ngổn how painful feelings, low inland. I hurt because could not continue to take the child, given to children as the loving mother. I am worried and not still pleased because not know after I leave this world I will?

I was only 29 years old-something years too young to be able to farewell everything in the world I live in. But I'm going to have to say goodbye to this world, goodbye baby love and my relatives because the cancer discovered bone later. My children were born there. Now trouble has no mother. This made my day, the pain settled in.

More than 3 years ago I met my ex-husband and loving. Because lightning hit love so we were quickly married, but have yet to do the paper marriage. Wedding song on Hanoi's done, I know he is the guy who "Mahadeva" genuine. He has a wife and have children at home.

Strong peeling was her husband after more than 3 months of marriage, I decided to go home to his native trunks portable though at the time I just need abortions. Song I do not accept the common scene her husband. He also didn't call once I visit the secret vote.

Know yourself stupid idiot mistakes too gone, I embrace the pain she decided to do her mother dress for bodied single parents I am downright dissuade advice remove the pregnancy.

Originally heard the last 60 days are living on this earth with his realms, I tried to not cry that tears just flowed out.

I kept the baby and raising children alone. My parents after many discouraging not shook me should also be followed.

More see I voted on a pumpkin bigger than back on work still do strenuous night should also hurt me very much.

I myself was accountant of a corporation. To have money prepared childbirth and, upon returning home despite the heavy sickness, I still take the pity the company work and get more work. Whatever discomfort would until birth, I also to spend a tidy enough sum to my mother I live most of the days in which to try not to worry.

And then also to my child day was born. I'm just glad the mistreatment received medium happy early motherhood. At the finish, I went back to try to do and send his grandmother for looks. So, worried about you, I again plying the rest not to have accumulated. Can say the past 3 years I have never allowed himself to relax a little because the want to worry for the truth the whole cycle.

And then, almost a year ago, my health is showing signs of decline. I just think the subjective fatigue, stress too so don't go visit. Would believe, I no longer have strength to do the work. I lost weight uncontrollably and arthritis pain. When it can't, I take the examination, the doctor concluded, I was suffering from end-stage bone cancer.

These guys, then I have done treatment positive no signs of illness better. On the contrary, they become worse. For the next several day ago, when the doctor bugging and grandmother I speak, I am more shocked than when I was living this life is about 2 months. Primary doctor told my mother prepare psychologically, I can leave anytime and do what for me then please do note.

Originally heard the last 60 days are living on this earth with his realms, I tried to not cry that tears just flowed out. I didn't hurt myself, I'm not afraid of the pain because of the sickness that I only worry when I leave this world, then my child? Just thought that I have seen have a thousand arrows shot in the heart. Just think like that I wanted to cry because the child is still so little trade which are about absence of emotional warmth of motherhood.

At present I have metastases to the bone and was very painful, no longer interfere with the surgery. These days, her grandmother you must care for me from A-Z. More new 3 year old grandson to make parents rotate the reel. I saw injured and there is an error with my mother. I was real curious motherhood agony. Now back to real fondness when unable to care for their child that is asked to her grandmother to take you for a lifetime.

Hours every night with me is a fear and phobias. I am afraid that his and can leave at any time. The night would look at you, I also cried out one day I no longer see me anymore, not knowing my kids later? The absence of parents will no longer be a true nest again.

The more I think the more fault with you and the more longing for life. So, I keep praying, praying I can last up to 2 years to my children more sturdy. I assured the new leave this world. Can anyone help me? Can anyone help this my wish come true?=