The child is growing in me, and you will go ...

I decided to have children alone that he did not know.

With you, I accept the "Lovers" in the dark. Building and house near each other, the parents also knew each other. But, I never appeared together in the acquaintance. In the meantime, the children felt the body bags. Big brother, big sister, yet her husband that have so, while two remained lovers. I never had a date as the pair are in love.

Familiar to each other as such, so that through four of my birthday and then, I still don't know. Do you know the years, children learn and how not to work. Have you ever give you a gift on the occasion of what? I also don't need presents "to". While the most recent birthday, I was preparing for the first two weeks. So that suddenly to suicide, birthday message to me: "you're a despicable, his brother has a charm that no diocese". So I'm not happy birthday to you.

So, for the separation and reunion does not know how. You always said there will be people who love you more than you, wish you happiness. I really don't know I'm happy to see you happy? Do you remember what you said? He said he had already married. I have to say is he crazy? So you have children.

His son was 12 weeks 2 days old. I don't know how to describe the feeling in the past three months. I'm afraid your mood affects children. This Thursday, the doctor gave me an ultrasound appointment morphology, it is also an important step for children checked have been anything or not. I'm very anxious and nervous.

I think a lot of times. Also the few times I was going to say to you about your child. However, my intuition says that doesn't tell you which is better. I know you have children you will get married to have children. But I can't, because I was afraid, very afraid, you know? I'm afraid I love you enough not many people, you don't understand me, I personality always sensitive. I fear the prospect of later as many of the marriage breakdown.

I've never weighed the word with you, except for one single time, the most recent time I chat with facebook. That day, the children are high fever that try to keep chatting with him, I intend to talk to you about but I can not say. I have the message "should end. Stop and pause. Please don't message me again ". I did leave a message that "you swear at you a question. Get out of our life! ".

Now, I think my choice is correct. Even though I know the birth and raising children alone will be very hard for you and your child. But I will always do what's best for you. The last thing I want to say: "I just hope he's mature, powerful, fun, happy".=