The father of pain with mentally ill children

Maybe that's why I decided to write his story for Phunutoday. The first is because I want my heart to be relieved take part and I would like to share your story for those unfamiliar.

Those unfamiliar will see my story objectively and give me proper advice and precious. Those unfamiliar will also not judge me or my children. They don't grab me and my children out to make jokes of the chat sessions. For me, it's something precious.

I am 56 years old this year. My wife has lost almost 20 years now. I am in the same son. Just a month ago, I was in the same girl but I lost after a car accident. My wife is the daughter of the wealthy. I was the son of a perfectly normal family.

But the marriage of we never banned plagued because parents who are wife, thinking the first glance. My wife's parents do not insist the family son-in-law must catch. He she said, just his daughter she loved me enough.

What I did to the heavens to punish me to this level? Why not let me suffer this misfortune which again cornered off onto two little kids.

Not the world, when I am about to do away, my wife's parents also leave the entire hotel management rights of family for me because "parents have come of age to rest. Two hours to handle the business is right ". Thanks to the help and support of family is my wife, I succeeded very quickly.

The story of my life as a dream. A step up to do the boss that not having any difficulty. I'm glad I did well and can take care of the family's economy. Married 2 years, my wife of a son of a twin sister.

2 beautiful children as two angels. Sometimes I wonder why life I can fortunately gave way. But turns out, happy never to forever with one person. Unhappiness and happiness always interwoven.

That is the rule of life and is fair for the life of each person. When two children I was three years old, then my wife suddenly turned mad. No one knows the cause. My wife did not have to meet any mental shock, daily life is also very comfortable.

She is not subject to stress or think, so why can she be mad? Doctors say the crazy of my wife is caused by Genetics, not due to pressure of life. I don't understand how called crazy due to genetics.

My wife's parents entirely normal, in the home of his wife never has anyone crazy. Then my wife's disease is hereditary, from which there? Because genetically unable to cure, there is no hope for cure. I do not believe.

I think the doctor was wrong until my mother my wife I just cry just tell that my wife's disease identical to his wife's grandmother. Grandma also mad at my wife's age, she left home to go and until now, no one knows whereshe is.

The family just up the altar to symbolic rather than substantive, no one who knew her grandmother was alive or dead. Though my mother tells, I still take my wife go every where to run the cure but all are not effective. My wife always in the dream state, does not recognize the work around.

There sometimes, undertook her screaming and frenzied dancing. The time, no one dared to keep her because she is willing to fight and scratch all the people if they have the intention to interfere with the work she is doing.

2 years after the sick, my wife died. She drank a lot of water to wash the bowl and the drugs kill the mouse. My wife go very fast, in pain. My wife goes crazy for me was a misfortune could not believe so when she suddenly comes out, the more I hardly accept this truth.

At the time I also just want to I can be crazy. If so, I will forget this whole story and live without anxiety, thoughts. But I have two children and I have to take care of the children.

I don't go that step further in such custody. The kids are very well behaved and listen. They are also very smart, he should almost not worry much. Perhaps, they also know the misfortune not to have parents that care like you other kids should never nag or do nũng me.

My children are very independent. At the time, I thank God for giving 2 angels to be with me, for I was father of two children, but misfortune again. When my wife died, I thought, maybe my son would also be affected as their mother but then I again fear gotten right that out of his head.

I dare not think of them all the way to forget about the other illnesses until they arrived. My daughter was sick in 13 year old nephew. From a child is quick, smart and laugh or say, I became a little child said, mistakes his tenacity, often prefer to be alone, just talking alone and refused to communicate to everybody except by me.

I take you away. The answer I get is the answer I never want to hear. Just as I was thinking that way near my children, in mental illness caused by Genetics like mother. two years later, my son also wore this disease.

What I did to the heavens to punish me to this level? Why not let me suffer this misfortune which again cornered off onto two little kids. Hundreds of questions, why was I set off but no answer. I want to go crazy.

The kids, they play only his collection and chat with each other. Nobody in the world we have nothing, we are thinking and what they need. Two children refused to talk to me. They chaotically up when I try to close it again.

I don't understand what's going on in his life. But it seems like not enough with his life. It also wants me to take much more pain. Months ago, my daughter has just died. My nephew died in a traffic accident as mother.

My daughter from mad ever step foot out of the House. I don't want to go anywhere. I just want to be in his world. But that day, I screamed out claims. I manually open the gate, out playing and I suffered a car crash.

Wounds should my child not be saved. Finally, the family which was very happy I just left me and my psycho son.

I was not a young man anymore. The time saved on this world will probably end soon. I don't regret anything in my life anymore. I just worry for his son. Who will take care of my child when I lose? That's what made me think.

I have seen many parents looking for their children a loving caring side. I also like to do so. Money is the story that the girl would not have to worry because my son enough to me and she lives a happy life in full.

But whether the girl would like? My son is a young psycho. Can anyone accept a mental person, always acts like a child, four years to do her husband. And if there really is such a person, then whether I too have no evil when she married my son.

My son was crazy so I probably won't know for people he considered his wife then himself will have to make do with that girl, to treat her for how to allow ... Rather, that girl will never get the love of my son.

So, my desire does can be done and if I can I have a wife?=