The story was moved about the pain of a Prince

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Because even I myself, I also find myself is a singularity. I am not a human being, so I can't live happily in the world for humankind.

I have kept this secret for myself over a year and I could not bear it anymore. Those things have to be said if you want to see more gentle to live next. I chose to tell the stranger to protect themselves by me, if the people who know me, know my family, knowing this, sure I will sink into the black shadows.

My story will probably not be expressed fluently because I didn't know where to start, as my life, even when just starting have filled the misfortune by I know, parents certainly did not expect the introduction of the I.

People often call me Prince by I is the only son of a family of super rich. On I have three older sisters. That means that, after this, the whole family's fortune would be mine. I have to learn a lot and almost no friends, nor parents want me to link you, whether I was only playing with the men. The two find ways I keep away hordes of girls.

I study at a school for boys, lived in a Villa, even, the parents also don't want me playing with my sisters. I always wonder about that. My mother says my health was not very good so she wanted me to play with hordes of men to learn how powerful from the inside and learn how to grow up like a real man.

It is simply an explanation and I do not think it is satisfactory. But I also don't wonder anymore. My childhood didn't have the silhouette of the girl. I grew up in an environment that was his son. I very seldom expressed her interest to me.

That way, parents separating me from her own family. The sisters become strangers and always cause me feeling scared. Parents do a lot of ways I became so strong but I know, I was a frail boy.

I am very or daydreaming and too rich in emotions. I like writing, poetry and drawing. But the passion's I pursue in secret because my parents don't like it. The three always said I would be his heir after this so I have to actually shape, were not allowed to camp.

The efforts of two people who probably also have little effect because of having to live alone so long made me become the don't know how to express his feelings. I, little said, at least laugh and usually keep the cold face. Not being exposed to the outside world has turned me into a person like that.

My world of neat bundles in the Villa and schools. Outside of the classroom, the parents hired a lot of tutor to teach me. Of course, they are all male. Later, my mother had explained, adding that because she didn't want to I love early, affects the striving, learning should find ways of separating out the girls.

In school, I didn't close in a special way. Flood the son say they don't like me because I was handsome in a feminine way. I have voted, face white, curvy eyelashes and even I have lúm coins. Sometimes I get a few words solicited sex from gay people. They say they love my beauty. I would hate that.

Wary of such people, I am more self-contained. As to compensate me, parents allow me to spend money. I change cars every month, every week, even two people still fun. I formed for myself using the hobby brand.

All the map I bought to wear and to use all of the famous brands in the world. Parents never complained even though I have many cards to the coffee maker. My life is basically boring. 20 years old, the three began to pull me out of the sealed cocoons and me three go partying.

He said it was time I must contact with the working world, acquainted with how to communicate with partners to can later change his family's. Along with that, mom started to search for my lover. But I have absolutely no interest in love.

I only date to just my parents. I've never once doubts about gender . I totally believe in myself a real man until one day discovers the horrible about myself.

I will never forget that day along the face of the mother. I live in a private villa. My parents live in a different villa with three of my sister. Very little when I played with my sister because no parents allowed. But today is an exception. I am to very late. Does anyone know of my presence in that House.

Parents to the encyclopedia together. I heard the cries. Through the door closed, I saw my mother cry contingency step should be the last place the bed. She said she and the three I was wrong when I turn into someone like now? Someone like now is a person? I quietly listen to the story and dazed when out out all.

I was a little girl. Or rather, when born, I was a little girl. My parents too desire to have a son to cool with me, to not be ì xèo and to not be very. But three times pregnant, parents are born the daughter. Until last Wednesday, when the new abortion two weeks of age, the three I have announced openings for Hon people know my mother will born you for him.

I believed from then on, he kept in the top of the transgender idea for me if I was born is not his son. No one except the parents I know I was a girl. Nursing mothers pregnant in a resort. To me three years, transgender surgery is conducted.

Now I understand why I have to go to the hospital, do all testing procedures. The doctor always said just visit periodically, nothing. Turns out, they do so to ensure the genitals has been replaced there by I don't have any problems at all and so I believe that I am absolutely no matter what gender.

A wild story that I don't even believe it is real. Damn what is happening with my life? What I did to get a body parts such misfortune? Why parents don't kill me as soon as I have the image that has to do with this transfer of parents? In fact, parents have loved me not even a little bit?

I quietly left the House. I imagine when I was staying true to his body parts. At that time would not have such prohibitions, perhaps I will have a lot of friends, I would also close with my sisters and I could not bear the pain of pain. I also can't have children anymore.

The doctor said, it's something I have to accept when moving about. After just one night, I saw seemed to be his life changed completely. I suddenly found the parents as the stranger. I don't have anyone to speak out the terrible are against full in mind. I try to live as yet what happened.

Every day I'm still smiling, even laughing a lot more than the old days. I also talk a lot more. I throw away his cocoon to step out and live. But despite trying to do a lot of stuff to go, I knew, deep in his subconscious, the other truth is still a pain can not spelling out. It is still haunting me and probably will haunt forever.

This year I was 27 years old. I went with several long legs to not be me gossip about sex but I know for sure I will never be able to marry anyone. I'm not really a man, I do not have the ability to bear children.

So though I have a lot of money, probably not a one can accept people I. Because even I myself, I also find myself is a singularity. I am not a human being, so I can't live happily in the world for humankind.=