Want to go back to her husband's side but I two have voted with

I noticed I and my husband is the "product" of modern life full of selfish. We love each other from a student. At the time, also dating, romantic also. And then we're out of school, go to work, married in accordance with the process of life. But the grief and agony, taken together, we caught up on life with work, with the social relationships that don't know that love, happy family will also need to be closer every day.

The life of the couple I did not lack material. Compared with those in the age I am, we have a House, have a car, there are economic conditions ... But in return, feast with wife, with her husband, count on the fingertips. He is busy with work, I admit that the time to bother. So, we were swept away. That month the couple do not close. Left the Office to go home as we plunge into the desk. Done or inert dot feast out of the row, chic but not eat those little emotion.

After nearly 2 years of married, me and he moved out. Actually, you rent the apartment right next to homes. We don't want mom and dad both parties know what the Council ready to divorce my husband and wife's dream so that we do so to hide. Every time my parents visit we still pretending to be a happy couple. But when people on our busy again, each with its own space.

From the day lived up to now also about nearly 3 years. In 3 years, both me and my husband just mesmerized with the work. We even bother to have no time to think about divorce. Both feel satisfied with my life now, because we are living and do what we love. Also, nobody knew that I had separated with my husband.

Live near home so I know, sometimes I still put the girl on the bedroom for the night. Man , ain't that the priests lived fasting when the separation with his wife. I'm not jealous because sometimes I'm also fascinated with the dating. Only thing, I never take home with me, anyway, that was the House of the couple.

Looking back at myself, step through years in addition to the 30, I am also longing to have a child. So I decide to have children without needing to know his current relationship. What I need is a child so I don't care who is right it's father. I am having a skilled man, gentlemanly. Me and him got some love. When I knew I was pregnant, I decided to keep the baby.

At present, the child I was in the fourth month. I am thrilled welcomed his first child. But right at the moment, my husband has changed. You to the House and meet me. He says three years is more than enough for the frivolity and selfish. Anyway we also love each other, why do we not try once to stop, look at her life and change things more positive trend.

He said the past 3 years in a relationship with him but she loves you all. Now I want a normal life like other people and I promise I will try to do that. Than having to divorce me, search and love other girl, he thought back together is the best solution. I think, my husband was right.

A woman about motherhood, are carried in themselves a little creatures, I suddenly subdued gentler than with life. I also aspire to be a man and take care of baby's chair when her pregnancy. I see the fear of loneliness. And I wish he was my husband rather than anyone else.

But grim too, I suggest this sooner, I throw away what I too large to actively suggested to her husband that not ... Now my child to do? Confess to him to urge him to accept or to do? I really want a normal family with my husband now?=