Want to leave his wife to come to the United

I had a wife and 2 kids, I love my family, my wife and I never thought would be on leave his wife because a something. But then I met you, things began to change.

I never thought would stick with me, but the main concern, your love has made me change.

I least I was 14 years old, young, beautiful, and always listen to my thoughts. I know when I'm tired, when I'm sad, I know, I like to eat something, ... things that my wife never feel, though we've been living together for over 10 years.

Initially, I only treated children as a toy, meet across the street. But the charm and interest of children has made me feel sticking and loved children. So, the number of times I hid my wife came to see me more and more, and after every meeting you go home as I feel my wife is inferior to the children.

My wife is my age, that is my wife than I am 14 years old. She has aged, the stain of time did she bad, old value, but why think of my wife is not as deeply. She never knew I need something, I want something and never listening to my thoughts as I still do. She also never automatically go mix me a glass of orange juice when I say that I have to urge her to do.

After each encounter, the more I feel the boredom of my wife, I wonder I didn't understand why I can tolerate to live with her for over 10 years that would never have thought would leave his wife?.

Or I'm living because two children, I try to live up to society to look into the idea that I'm a lucky man, having success in work and happiness in marriage?.

But now, I can not because I or anyone who, because of something else. I have to live for myself, I want to live for themselves. I no longer want to continue enduring infertility and wife's charm, I no longer want to live with a woman not know all my life listening to her husband, a woman all my life not knowing her husband's interest, not knowing my husband is sad or happy husbands, don't know my husband likes to eat anything.

The society will probably condemn me, his wife, and I will probably condemn me, family, friends will also condemn me as a husband, irresponsible father. But I am willing to trade all the honor and the blame of the life to be living next to the woman. The sweet, charming and the interest of the children would make me feel happy.

I write this not to bar, just so if my wife reads her will understand I had to endure what in the years living with her.=