Want to single motherhood because men are too ' siege '

Is agile a girl, lovely, charming but also talk to now, 33 years old, says no-one believes but I still love a piece ever squeezed her shoulders. Some say I'm fussy, demanding someone tell "of me it."

Born to a well-off family in Hanoi, have your parents do State officials have retired, the siblings are both husband and wife had taken and success. The youngest so I still live with my parents and brother and husband and wife. Have to say it was an affluent life and laughter. I've never stress about that.

Daily, after 8 hours of work, if not dating with friends, not wandering the shhopping then I go home to help his mother water rice, playing with my nephew (brother's son).

Is the staff's business a major cosmetics, I have quite a lot of relationships and love are regular beauty. Thus I look younger than age very much. I love his work because it brings joy and great income for yourself.

In General, I am satisfied with his current life and have thought: keep yourself as being this good. Not to worry, eat, worry, not stress my husband like her sister in the company, which are comfortable, spend money like buying nothing buy likes to shop, shopping. Sometimes be traveling out of the country and outside the country.

Only one thing is, at my age, my family has relatives urged the Muslim husband. They impatiently for me, they remind me of my husband to the birth left for fear of getting married late will be hard. I myself know that age no longer is young again to that play but really I don't want to get married at all, but who knows now? Many at being reminded me more angry.

During college, I also much pursued boyfriend, but I just focused on learning. Besides, my parents are tough, parents not allow I love while still sitting on the school Chair by fear affect learning. My House has a tradition of hospitality, my siblings, who went out to trườngđều at least in the hands of 2 degree should I not be the exception. I must learn the truth.

Thus, throughout the school year level 3 until he graduated from the University I was always the class. That also means I'm very little socializing dudes with friends. With your opposite sex, then absolutely not. Contact with them I still feel the family is. Gradually I became a shy child in friendship. That is why until now I don't know what is love.

When working, my female colleagues. The sister found me gentle, good computer so I love so much. They also urged the pounding I took my husband and gave each other brought me constantly off this crowd to swarm. I also like to open, also to find yourself a good central staff but most of this people to other people that I still haven't "links". Don't understand is I too demanding?

The first is a uk born in 80 high, handsome, new study on water, we are making an agency of the Ministry of Foreign Affairs. Decent homes, but only few times exposure but he also seems to love me. I plan to spend more time to learn, but then came the third appointment, he constantly tortured me: "how much of your Salary? Every month I contribute to my parents a lot?, 20/10 just then I be rewarded? " ... Think you want a more intimate so I try to bypass the sensitive questions by replying through the tangerines finished but he still deliberately asked by was to figure out specifically. I felt uncomfortable and the date it ended. I hate for men tortured a woman's money.

To this second appointment more than two years. The form also lovingly, stable job. Also due to an acquaintance introduced. He talked very charming and seems to mind the storage. I thought for sure the relationship will be quite better than you did before. He is the one never asked han to the income or the money. You and I or mausoleum station the gift value. I also have sympathy with him. But then you make me disappointed with the view: "his wife later must stay at home to take the money to let him go. Women make money then how much. Are women should an happy new desk ". So I have to pause this appointment because I could not meet this criteria are famous.

Then turn the appointments Tuesday, Wednesday, ... nth happened. I am still patiently "expands the heart." But then again disappointed.

Also have you shipped me by motorbike goes home, goes the way negligence into the potholes he you lèm nhèm Bau philastraena from going to make at home.

And you have carefully calculated to the extent of any week, busy with hundreds of thousands of the organisation is also certain to Africa 50 kilometres of the country brought by rain water bottles were out to tea ... beyond this. Explanation for the fussy, he said: just because it's delicious. I'm really stunned.

So my meetings that take place. Until now, I don't remember ever going treat eye or dating with know how boys. I also try to extend yourself to love but a love road star of me obscure. The people who come to me who are also original, and his appearance on the scene. However, only exposure to the third Wednesday, then y that they don't happen, then disabled the other disabled. I could not love that people are famous. If just trying keep retrieved only e life is not happy.

I feel sick of the dating scene meet in this world. Whatever, probably looking for a real man to love and difficult? Or am I being apathetic?

I am really tired and had at the thought: why just must get married? I saw in very well as it is now okay. The sister said: if not married have children then later old no one care. I don't worry about that. I think I just earn money accumulating now, after this the elder then on nursing. To keep the money as people take care of themselves from A to Z.

I want to keep living like this, I don't have the emotional deprivation.

I was inspired to plan like to single motherhood. I want to get a child raising or artificial insemination to be a child of her own, no need to know who is the father. Currently I have not dared to make raw-one because the family did not agree, but indeed I don't want to get married.

A further reason made me feel no excitement with the married is by: around me the families I see who are also suffering, who also struggled. Who is the husband of gambling, the husband brother sister sex, then bite rude beating his wife. Therefore they must still endure. I think married why suffering? Then get to do?

If taken together that are not happy, then I'd rather have in that. So I thought I would never get married again. I will ask for adoption or raising children alone. My economy quite firmly, I was fine.

Because age is not young anymore so soon will decide or adoption, or single motherhood. I don't know is this correct decision should not look forward to receiving advice from you.=