What to do when meeting demanding old?

I was the one who was there, his son birthday just past 4 years these days. My husband more than I was 1 year old. We got married quite late, when I was 28 years old.

I started to love since I was 18 years old, when I was in college. My first love when she is the homeroom teacher. The teacher than I am near 10 years, but looked older, high master, warm voice, at which more than half the female students of class I silently hurt steals the master memory.

I also don't understand why attention to me, a girl of average beauty didn't have rolling anything special. Later, when forever love each other and then the new teacher said that, for the first time to receive the master class has to pay attention to me-girl sitting by the window with the black eyes but sad chasms.

We love each other so for four years, gentle, loves me. The master also determined to wait out the market I will marry, but maybe I'm not right, and that time the teacher being transferred in a distant province to Hanoi more than 300 km way. we At master also promises to wait for each other, but then the phone doesn't like now , all five met once Tet. just like the faded sentiment, to the years I 28 years old then the parents pressed me to marry, she was he objects available is my husband now.

I accept everything, the tongue of the pirates, as an article, also the master and I am also upside down quiet that far apart, to goodbye also didn't say. I am married, have children, and live like years. Everything upsetting when I suddenly a few days ago received a call from a strange number. I hear air, head across the line after a few seconds of silence, and then open the lyrics "You here! He new about Hanoi "

From that day, my heart as two half ... (Artwork)

Also from the call, my life changed completely. The master still single, I said know I was married then, but don't forget I should also not think of marriage. From that day on, would the master well IM asking me, when then telling me this, when then reminded me that. Sometimes I repeat the memories of the time I and I love each other. Me and the teacher became 2 poor map awkward thief. They say nothing wrong, "old love did not wilt as well to" I just tired to let go and drop myself according to the emotions of first love, missed that love, as Miss as bad as now.

Last night, my message this weekend want to meet me. The master said, I remember, long time no master be near me. I am puzzled, know its wrong, guilt but not end off. My husband still indifferent, considerate to me made me the more tormented. Has anyone in the same situation I am not now, what should I do for persons with sugar, does not make anyone suffering injury, because that is the man I love, just respect.=