You bad I have voted but not marry

I know and asked why he did not come to people when two people have a 6 years as husband and wife? He said there are many causes, you're so beautiful, while she does not want to say too bad, he suffered much from family friends. I listen to him and go to the limit, there will be two times, all after this I also lived together as husband and wife. After a year, he said, I want to get pregnant will marry for fear of Miss taken together about no child is very difficult.

I love you and also to old families should agree, because you do oil and gas so often, time is not met, perhaps so that after few months I still don't feel pregnant. It wasn't until 7 months later, I'm happy to believe you, then you're at sea, saying another week would talk with the family to marry me but then he changes, I go rid of pregnancy. I said why would I stand firm that I have voted, now reject? He told a joke to say never and never intend to take me.

I too bitter and humble public servants of the urinary bladder by nearly two years together, he led me on the launch of your parents, brothers, relatives, even all their party brothers House all know me, so I expect to have elected to be officially made his wife. It is not surprise you at evening wear belly facing my back with ten, saying things are so blatant, that to me is just because of sex. You don't get a poor, unstable jobs as I am, I say I am ruthless idiot then the fortunate.

True, my home, I have to do self study from grade 9 academic year, school no-one help lift, I hold the plates go knocking off the company to other companies but also just as a bookkeeper in a small private companies with meager wage, precarious. I was born in the family, the family arranged for a job with relatively high income levels. Around you always have the nurse, teacher, rich Lady.

I decide to keep the child, and told his family, they suggest you married but you don't. You find me and say just remove the pregnancy would put tens of millions to me health after abortion. I say straight tens of millions rather than the few hundred million nor exchanged.

This time I would decline, a woman alone, precarious work, no economic return are carried in themselves a germ of life silver love guys will like. I completely collapse, perhaps so were pregnant in the fifth week, I went to all these doctors , Gynecologists say they likely hold back is 60%. I am on hormonal pill would also have to inject drugs, injection off 200 thousand, but night would also be out of blood, alone in the room away, suffered the pain is too great, the night is massively flush blood, the pain can not use words to describe.

I'm still determined to win the life for you. During the three-week break-net like I fight not to give up but I can't stay in my sidebar, to the eighth week ultrasound fetal heart, no doctors recommend quitting but I still try to add one more week I hope there's miracle occurred but were not. I nodded painfully removed her child, the pain when that man betray what aims do not compare with the pain of losing a child. I was like a lost soul.

six months later, he came to find me an apology and the very way suite. I'm not alone in love, there are people who liked, willing to do everything for me but I can not have feelings for them. I see you though in heart remains very sick. The words, the ones holding hands, kisses him, I do not refuse to be, not because of the physical demands of that because those feelings when you salt concentration rise movement at the back.

For like a month now I am with you. I know its too foolish but really, I can't love anyone else. Now here I was 28 years old, currently also a lot of people liked but I was told straight can not love them, don't spend time with me. I'm still with you even though you are not married, know the suffering he caused me not easily forgive. Currently, I am still beautiful as everyone reviews, but didn't know there were what, looking forward to getting the words to share.=