I was born and raised in a family with four sisters. His mother died early, was the elder sister, I must care for the children and his father from a young age. Because in this poor country, not what to do to be able to make money beyond the curious crab catch snails, so in 16 years I've been to the South.
When I go, the largest of 14 children, two children, aged 10 and 6 years of age. Look at the tears of the father and of the girls, I'm very hurt and silently promised to try their best to help stupid ones more.
I have earned the job after 10 days in the South, I do workers in the workshop. Every month the amount of money I earned, minus the money and in then I send this to you and the children. However, the House should have the money I earn and don't seep into, the family must spend a an ASSH.
On that, I at least call on the Lam, because his family had no phone, to listen to your dad, I have to go up the post office, which is the day I have to go to work, then they post office closed. I primarily communicate by letter with the big sister.
Time passed, escape-proof during the 3 years I'm not home, so going back is also expensive, I want to spend that amount of money to send this to you and the children.
Until Wednesday, because remember, the section because between that year, who had bowel doctor call me asking why not, I say "about bringing children follow with, rather than at home are also suffering". The hot guts. I have more questions but I don't say anything. Medical doctors very rarely call for me, so that the call saying things so confusing, so I'm also worried.
That year I decided on and also not to inform anybody.
From far away, see the sister, the doctor in the neighborhood, I was Hi reassure, but people look at me with eyes family, have mercy ... I wonder, maybe not my family what happened? How question, how unspeakable pause occurred in the top of the steps, I like faster.
And now, my beloved homes have also appeared. His father designs are in the kitchen, I get up to lom the salute: "I'm home"! Mr. upturn, look I like sunsets, not excited as I think that is somewhat confused, family.
Hear me, 2 kids Kingdom also ran out to embrace and gurgling laughter said. I also like the choking to breathe with pleasure reunified. "World (the name sister follows me)?"-I asked. Facial screamed of 2 kids I permanently change, no longer smiling.
From the garden later, Lan also take off the question: "have you?". I've never up running back to embrace, then suddenly realized my stomach as pregnancy 4-5 months.
When I returned home, I I was pregnant 4 months
I dare not ask, I said nothing, I am silent. And everyone also silence by, for my father, he never said any sentence from when I go.
That afternoon, all I ate dinner in silence to the horror, it was contrary to what I imagine earlier about feast reunified after four years away from his homeland.
And then my sister I snuggle into bed together like a baby. Forever after, a new step into the Lan. See I, I just look at and cry.
I have the motivation to take off: "I got elected, right? What month is it? the son of whom? "-me tone as to help frightened children.
LAN still does not answer that just cry. The bear was well off, I'm sounding and louder as just want to shape me slap real pain.
Instant Dad from the living room to run on. He looked at me and then leaned down. I don't understand, it's not out of his eyes. "I'm sorry"-he's not successful. This sounds Li
I like the bit beasts to tear, screamed with her: "why don't you defend me? I have where to go and what to do when your child gets hurt? "
And then I'm dead silence when people hear my cry-born relatives father sobbed: "I'm sorry, that's my baby! ..."
I like fainting on the spot.
I cried, please say again, please say that I heard wrong, please don't fail me, I hugged his leg, I told you about, if not I will go now, just don't talk like that.
He sat down and cried, sobbed all three children again. I sat crying all night like this, nobody added.
To light, not see, I called Lan talk, Lan said: "I don't know what happened, just remember that you also volunteered".
I like the weary cry. When he's on, I don't dare look at me, I declared the youngest child who you will get out of this House.
Dad sobbed crying and just say "I'm sorry, I have to be with you".
And then I carry 2 children go in the afternoon, I don't know what I did right or wrong. Until I come, Lan also cried and apologized. I also cried, cried as the tears dried up, and do not want to say more.
Already 3 years passed, the current I and 2 younger have had stable lives in the South. We never call or ask anyone about the situation at home. Truly, I would also like to know you and now I'm living my Lan. But truly, the pain that never eased in my heart ... Now I have to do? Looking forward to Phunutoday readers please advice me.=