At the age of 58, I have illegitimate son with young Bo

I am 58 years old, before six years of familiarity and love a little girl than her 30 years old, I was pregnant with me. Different from others when pregnant then making noise and increasingly dependent on the lover then you frustrated and want to leave. Because you, the child should want to wrap children throughout his life but could not marry because that will hurt the current wife. We know each other when you're learning for a foreign company, my partner.

Unfortunately for me, it's refreshing to be six months, then that company dissolved, so I suddenly falling into unemployment situation. During one of the work through the device to close the contract are unfinished, I love your voice you should invite to go eat, I agree that children appear. very casual but last evening I eat say of me because of the need not to like go eat with partners. I listen and I need the money to continue graduate study, you can see me go dining or ties each week with the condition I afford you.

I'm surprised, I cried, then I agree that we each week from met once but I never lead me to eat more of that into the hotel. After every relationship we usually chat, I realize I'm extremely discreet, refined and understanding. I still don't understand why you need the money to continue while can completely do away with the high salary for professional training in communication, confidence and good at foreign languages. I'm not actively mentioned so I though very curious as well not to ask.

Trade me but I can't leave my wife.

I tell me more about the family, their daily work and his two sons. Children by the age of my older son, soon himself up while my son was not like that. I spend a lot of money invested for your child's learning but achievement in school and the ability to conduct both lost children. I also share with you the very distant children, parents usually closed the Office at its sole discretion, have less friends, don't like contact with relatives. I was talking to me about the habits of study, about generation differences, about the dream of his youth to me change and approached his son.

Acquaint children over two years I changed a lot, trying to close the Agency staff and many more. Is the big boss of a State Agency, my first interest in the motivation of employees and changing the way everyday communication to employees to work more effectively. I also teach me English and practice with me each time we meet. After two years I was a lecturer in the school, very low salary should still have to go make more jobs.

At the moment I have loved children should enlist some day of the week to work on the early drop in school or where you work to have dinner together. So meet twice a week, I still pay money for you every week. Then once I'd say getting past angry separation, in part because his job had wanted, in part because I know there is no future with me. I thank you for your help, I felt in the loss but when I cry, I hope I still keep children because I know his secret.

Indeed I was successful, I don't leave me crying or sad, though. This time I started asking me more interest, providing for children money, shopping widgets for you. I also can not show what feelings, still take care of me very thoughtful, considerate each meet. Spent three more years from now, our children are being sent abroad, education alone, I decided to buy me an apartment close to you at any time. At this time I took a break because of the teaching job in foreign companies too. Children become ever more beautiful, though still eat said gentle, simple costume but I change much more feminine, luxurious, old times.

I began to fear of losing children though know over a period of more than five years together I only I. The thing I fear is the future of instability will make you depressed and fell into the hands of other men. I want to have kids with my offer, but I do not agree and cry a lot. However, I do not claim I removed my wife or me more, I just said dreams of having a family, four of five children but I can't tell you, so I want to go. After each so you are crying. So that just more than half a year later, during a foreign trip I forgot to carry the pills. After the voyage of discovery necessary to elect his brother.

I cry out tears, half want to abandon half want to keep. These days, the first time you talk about life when I met, I said at that very miserable because the three cross-traffic accident deaths for births, parents do debt, an unemployed brother, a brother go to jail, two young children are not yet finished. You see I am very eager to help but don't know how to explain, the fear I do not believe should only ask for money to go to school, so the amount of money received from me a little, not enough to cover, so I have to resist wear and fasting do a lot of work to make a living.

I blame me not good, or as long as you don't help me, dè these difficult at you extremely miserable and mistreatment. I just want decent living than to leave me but it does not end with the vote to be broken at all. I regret but not could you put a child in her belly. While the outbreak I was to reveal to the sleeping pill to sleep after getting up makes me extremely miserable and worried. I promise to care for the children better, worried and spend time a lot more but I don't want to give up and go away. I believe you to be punished, to think I don't love you, would later give up both my mother, so I lose trust in all.

Now, I have prepared a lot of money in the Bank to wait until birth to child day care for your child, so that she refused to meet the message though I've called many times. Through the many sources of information I know I intend to quit doing, very afraid I would do harm to ourselves in at distraught. I can't leave my wife to grab children, also can not let you ruin yourself like that. I know I have error with two women but I do now. If you allow what I will regret for life.=