The night is next to her husband, dream about co-workers

I fear one day "from the thoughts will come to the action".

I live in the capital surrounded by her husband, though no work but always rủng rỉnh spend not disturbing too much about money. However upon receiving the invitation to do "for fun" in the company of friends, I also accepted the invitation because find themselves more time. When start back I noticed that my life more interesting, the new horizons opened up, I like the bird is caged lottery, jumping and flying free with society, peers. Though wages are not much but I find it very exciting, also from here that I know you and started whispered furtive memory ...

I have pain just happy, just desire has just disappointed. I repeatedly reviled his self, repeatedly sought to forget her, I remember many more. I told myself that there are emotional getting food poisoning when we still haven't stepped over the boundary between the fragility of love and affection of men and women, but the appointment for much more, I can't stop myself thinking about you and like to have moments of intimacy.

I cannot and dare not break a warm happy family that had for years but not want to leave her. Despite knowing that the future with her is impossible so that I want to hold something really fragile, going, to just dream awful dreams. Now he has also quit but we stayed in touch regularly, you're going to learn more and have difficulties about money, I also don't hesitate to withdraw my spouse's Fund sneaks out to help you. But I don't know what this will go when the images are located and just love to hug fuzzy appearance, perhaps it will come as if things come.

Actually I'm deadlock and suffering of mind too!=