Day end with a 10-year secret sneaky hidden husband affair

I don't understand why I am back and soak up the affair long. While I would have to model something promiscuous women. My husband was also very loving and faithful to me. You pet me thoroughly and consistently making efforts to economic and the most affluent lives.

Today I live with my husband have. My son was 10 years old this year. He is the second child I have urged the song I still set on time. I'm not afraid of hard work when the baby is awake the night take the baby because of my economic balance to hire more people. Moreover, I am also quite in love with small children should not HA masonry work. Song that I fear is if the baby out at this, I myself at the same time with two men. I also will not know her child was the son of her husband or son of my lover again.

As the son of I. 10 year old son is also 10 years I carried a formidable secret with her husband. By actually, my son is not the offspring of my husband. That just before her husband's wedding day, I still "eat nem" with Bo. So, I shut not speaking out the secret. And has tens of years, my husband expressly did not know English son baby than thin egg during the past 10 years is again raising you child "Koel" years.

Many see child at school, her husband, shuttle to his bath, wrapped citrus side that I'm not from Chanh long. Then everything in me again rekindled. Many times I have wanted to confess all to my husband but I could not. Many times I have wanted to throw away all the love on the outside to stop doing a respectable wife I horse back song main familiar old lines and no stars.

There are those nights, even in the dream I am also obsessed and shudder out of my own end. When my husband knows about living with a wife 2 face ever this year, he will not hesitate that abandoned me, revenge I, lead extraction. Thus, although the mai has gone, I also can not say this truth for my husband to know. I am also not certain disclosures with Bo. Even my Bo had died, nor am I for my children to visit his father.

During 10 years living in paying because the husband had hidden eating outside, I also have to think carefully. If what the secret but my own children should absolutely secret. This baby tomorrow I want to worship the father let in mind. I will never breathe any half lyrics for my husband, son or lover I know this. By also do not need to tell your son to know what to do. Let my son I thought it was my husband and vice versa to my husband I thought that was your son. Because public things out will just broke the family life, causing people grief.

But I, as the mother, the wife, I just have to embrace this adultery affair secret until death? A lot of time I found myself should die because I scared myself too. I also left out adultery consequences too great, causing suffering for how many people. What should I do to stop that I myself hate here?=