I've lost because too lonely

Taken together have 8, but my spouse time together very scanty. He is civil engineer, has to go away. At love, understand your work, I am still very determined and really happy when the wedding date had been set. But taken together, then, far from University Lecture Hall, the gathering minutes night with friends, alone in a small room, I feel really lonely.

You each week about once, in the style of go no one knows about or not. There are also neighbors the mouth oral toxicity toxicity hinted that, surely we are otherwise Yes, occasionally a bitch he escape the awkward moments and then to his wife about. The weekend, holidays, I walk alone, alone made rice, and then buried in a blanket that cry.

We have children. On pregnancy, pregnancy's only phạc to I can eat antipasti, can't smell the food is still hot. My husband knows, but works are in need of progress, he could not. Alone I succumb, erratic eating so sick sick up and down. Then I just created, kid at home was 3 days and then back away, leaving the child care for her grandmother.

A mother of a child in the small room. Night night is heard the rain on the roof actinodaphne ellipticbacca lộp ton, I crave that became like the family around. Morning my husband Pimp my car out for a wife to work. The couple on the same afternoon meal and then go to sleep. I'm tired of worn out waiting for my husband. Baby looks better than dad. Day would also prompt, but the statement of, then I was too sleepy that NAP. Sometimes, there are also some day, he was off work. The minutes like your mother, I make the most of every second every minute, do everything just to spend time with dad about to play all together. I too understand your heart, but your work can not be. I don't have a job, you have to back out of that deer make money cover.

And then I met Kang during the times put the baby hospital. He also put the child to that visit. Casually ask about learning of the children, and then to see me worried when do not know should send children to kindergartens, he said he would help because he has stock in a prestigious private school. For the facebook address and then told to contact you if needed.

When talking on facebook for some time, he occasionally confided to me about family, about the job. His wife is working in Japan, 2 years yet on home visits. He also studied at the same Faculty, the same University with me, on my lock. We are the same circumstances, have more topics to talk about school, teachers should be at "chat" to 1, 2 in the morning. I like to be entertaining, less loneliness absent husband every night. Gradually, the shock I realized myself sighing talked with Kang is more than husband about. I tried not online anymore. But nostalgia for tormented cause I couldn't hold back, turn the computer on. There are many at you said as far as price, that he said close meet me soon, as prices for the time back, you will have more choices. I wasted over to the other topic, but in the strange emotional stuff onto a throbbing.

My birthday. Baby call mouthed privacy statement but sorry because today is not possible. Both markets, cooking and watching movies. When the baby asleep on my arms then Kang called the phone happy. I turn to cry. Khang panic. Know the cause, he gently: he was standing in front of the lane I home out?

Terrified neighbors gossip so I hastily opened to Kang. On hand was pink bouquets of roses, rose types that I enjoyed, don't understand why Kang again. I am touched, and reclining on the arms sobbed. And then what happened to also have to go. The joy of two lonely guys suddenly surges on strong movement not stopping it. When startled awake, I was too scared. Unbelievably there are days I do the awful things. Delete your facebook account, and blocked the phone number, I find every way to cut off the with Kang.

Yesterday, see unusual signs, I go check and see two stick panic planned ahead. My husband has 3 months yet. This is definitely the abortion of Kang in the night I have missed astray. I am puzzled not know how when only tomorrow, my husband said, he will go.=