My wife encouraged me to find another woman to satisfy

Her fear of intimacy my husband and always find ways I abandon fellatio she, I don't know why, because my wife's body very normal, she eat sleep good and never have I to tell her to think about family, emotional. Go to work on, I also regularly work from home with his wife and never pushing everything for her.

I asked her why don't you want me close, she says she doesn't like and doesn't get excited to close to me. I am looking to buy some drugs to increase sexual ability for women for her drink, but not effective. So she does not continue to drink, a visit to the doctor , then the my wife says shy and does not take the examination.

3 years, though very loving wife but every stumble is that she always declined, the number of times we close together enough by the number of fingers 2 hands. Too frustrated about the sex lives of the couple, I had an affair with a woman to satisfy men.

So is not, but I also cannot tolerate the contingency, these aggressor mind of my wife, I deliberately let my wife know, know where she's going to change, but my wife and I frowned, she says I should like and she accepted because it was her fault. As such, the more I felt myself a man really unhappy in marriage. Does his wife no longer loves and has no feelings for me, or for any other reason that she is not close to me.=