'Weak' husband, '' relations with colleagues

I really know how to pleasure, excitement is when sleeping with male colleagues. He gives me the feeling that during many years living with my husband I have never felt. Saying this is probably some people will tell me is normal felling, is "filthy", filthy, but I admit to myself that I need that, and I like that feeling.

Sleep with colleagues prefer to sleep with my husband that is felt by a woman living in a marriage over the past 10 years have drawn when tasting the smell of "happiness". The dyke delights that I felt only that man can do. The fondling, caressing to fascinate made me run up because of the Rapture.

The thirst of love which perhaps stems from the lack of which my husband accidentally caused, made me felt underprivileged. The deficiencies of the marriage that I have suffered and experienced it maybe is a gift, a gift is also not entirely but I will cherish it.

But when I think back, I am also extremely remorseful when equilibrium is not the instinct and reason, I left my husband and my family, they always respect what I've done to try to build happiness for ourselves. Maybe that was the last I thought of letting sleeping with anyone other than her husband.=