Cold bath-I've killed my baby

Indeed since the election I almost changed permanently. I ate the whole dish that I never touched the chopsticks come. So find yourself healthy so I thought my children should be the new mom health must also be disengaged. Revert it also on occasion Noel like this couple, I wandered away games throughout the night. I'm still eager to chen in the crowd to get into the play area, enjoy the Christmas atmosphere.

That evening I was going to play. The chills and aching head as additional hammer do I can't stand. Despite calling for her husband to go buy pills feel about, but suddenly I think about Western medicine is not good for her vote should I change Italy. My husband's insistence was carefully asked her to sell the drug. She also told her drugs drinking when pregnant are not affected. But I'm not reassured.

I think about going to emit to feel normal because when I have a cold still often stormed. After each bath cold I feel energetic, not about your loyalties densely packed pill all week.

So I caught my husband go buy the leaf on the water for cooking I stormed. The pot of water evaporation, steaming, smelling the fresh air sauna essential oils of grapefruit leaves, Lemongrass, sandalwood fragrance needs. Now sit back and think, I still can't forget the smell of pot floating leaves on sauna. It haunts me that thinking was I had to puke vomit tufa lilugu removed.

I sat closed and then open the blanket covering the pot leaf steaming out to emit. Hot water, fragrance! But after 30 minutes of sitting, sauna I face, dizziness may have my husband at home, but not sure I fell into the pot of boiling water.

However, I have not been as lucky as me.

After a day of not seeing your child as normal, I felt something was not right so hurry visit. Ultrasonic doctor carefully and then shaking his head told me: "the fetus had died in the womb!"

I take my children for a reason that as of now I still can't accept it.

Every winter to be the pain in my back became so shrewdly. I never can forgive the ignorant. Because of that stupid so I've killed their child. The price to pay is too blatant to me unforgettable lifetime.

The parents have elected to remember never to such stupid mistake.=