I'm catch

We know each other from small. In the House next to my house. His parents, both sides know each other and are both looking forward to us should the wife should her husband. The home side two also very endearing to me, treat me like the bride in the House. My parents also agree to you gentle, good computer, the job is stable. Do people even piling on, with see also tube should I agree to accept love. Up to now we've loved each other for two years, just wait until I finished school summer is going to marry.

I still am learning last year in the city, every month he visits me regularly on weekends. From my friends to say everybody is jealous because I love him. Always attentive to me each cup each second. I am proud to receive the love of England and both waiting on I finished school.

I respect him and feel satisfied with what his feelings even though love away but I have never felt the longing. Seems like I received his feelings too full enough so I've never actively call for you. Between us even without getting past angry because you always want all afternoon.

Until I started heatstroke other men, I realize my feelings and he is not love. Maybe I just feel safe with that relationship rather than completely is not love.

I accidentally met a new love interest in the child's birthday. I rung up when his eyes in that night. I also can't believe I could love someone so quickly. We were dating, go play, go eat together and then I also put him on the motel room. I met him during the days of the week except Saturday, Sunday. Because the weekend my lover in my hometown will visit me.

The new lover, knew nothing about me are people who love in his hometown. I was also very surprised when I usually refuse to see each other on weekends. But I could not open your mouth to say I currently have a lover, who are my parents always supported and we will organize the wedding as soon as I am out of school.

I know that my current situation too trouble and there is no escape. My new lover in his native region. He said that the school he will go home to work. Also I don't want to go far from home, I'd be living in hometown, near, near her mother. I know this sentiment does not go but could not stop it.

I like the vehicle takes brake break Sam in love to stalk and now panic do not know what to do.

Now I always have to live in anxious mood, always afraid of things. I feel there is an error with his lover in his home country.

I don't know how this deal? A party is a party, is meant. The party would also be meaningful with my life. I don't know what to do anymore. Expecting people to give me some advice!=