My husband is the son of my mother abandoned more than 30 years ago

Read the confidences that I many times tears and bitter back where the throat. I'm not in the circumstances such as irony, but also had a grim truth to both lie in the dreams I also can't imagine. To date, despite hiding in and live away from home to take advantage of those thousand km, although miss her but I also can not return.

My husband and I were born in Hanoi, but we grew up or worked together again in Saigon. From small to large, I was my mother taking very thoughtful bẵm. Parents said the three died from when I was four years old. Throughout the years, his adoptive mother was a me. I had the opportunity to learn and succeed, she did not hesitate to move from suburban Hanoi founded in Saigon.

During 27 years of living with mum, I very much understand the love of parents to pack out on me though are more at, I saw she was still as United Kingdom to something in the past. But when I asked, she just laughed and said: "xòa Throughout the life of the mother, what I tell you. But there is a story about 1 person in particular, parents please keep promotion for myself and only myself I know. You don't ask my mother anything and this special person ".

Many times the curious about the special person in your heart, I also ask you, by all means cut information to derive little clues about what Mrs. King in the Palm. But would she make me disappointed. My mother all said: "what has passed, then let it pass not because the old days will never come back".

Mother I live a peaceful and happy as that between Saigon land until the day I met you-my current husband. He than I was four and also the eldest son of a family in the North of England, both families. There are home in Hanoi. Also you own South progress because going by a big project lasts tens of years of the company.

After over 2 years of love, also to the day we got married (artwork)

Hit by lightning love me and he quickly crush and love each other. He always was a great man. You spoil me and very psychological to me. In addition, he is also very attentive and interested parents. That's not the time come to my house to play and eat, my mom is also very suitable to you. She treated him like a son and endearing. This makes me more happy happy.

After over 2 years of love, also to the day we married. The wedding day, the two families come together very smoothly and no problems arise. My mom is also very excited for my complete happiness. There are times, she was happy to tears when I stepped on the podium were married.

Everything just makes me suspect when 5 days after the wedding, I am new at this and he conducted the marriage registration procedures. The day he and I go to marriage registration, arrived home, we put the papers in this special place a breeze. My mom and read that the surface turned and collapsed. Then, she shocked and ill not speak throughout the months. I asked her what happened, she kept shaking his head did not say.

More than a month later, my mother suddenly sleeping pill overdose and death. Take my mother, I was the most painful. My husband was in the party motivate me a lot. Many nights lying, I still cannot understand why my mom didn't want to live in the world with my spouse or do not want to live to the day she was closing the Bong Son. Before she didn't look forward to burning some day I married and born to the grandchildren?

More than two months after her mother died, because she should mercy too I keep sick sick up and down. Plus the pregnancy ngẩm should I have to ask the Agency for unpaid vacation 2 months to stay home to rest again. And one day my husband is away, lies the House bored, I start up the room mom clean up some things. Sweeping and intrusive for the first time in the secret drawer of her mother, I'm dead when discovered the secret of "special people" that she hid me.

Pieced together what connection she noted in a diary as well as her attitude today see the categories of papers my husband, just new at this I broke out the thing that my mother knew but did cuddle under down take night without speaking out for her daughter to know for fear of the happiness of the couple I wobble , reverse. It is ... my husband is a son of that ending more than 30 years before she must throw away again at the gate of the hospital. And my husband's family because he received so late about rare breeds.

My mom also said clearly that she discovered this because in addition to the circumstances he tells her, she discovered just below the heel of my husband having a cross tattoo (my mother carving before abandoning him in back) when you remove the shoes and sit on the bench today.

From learning the secret of mother, I like crazy every time to see her husband. So, me and he is the brother of meat each other without or know. So that now the irony of fate back to us and so should the husband and wife.

1 month after knowing this truth, I reject all the intimacy with him. I aggression with Britain as much as making him breakfast, rice also could not understand why I quickly changed that. I've said many times the truth for you know, he is my brother. But I can't tell courage this because I love you.

But sometimes I think, I lost my mother, my life only you, I don't want to lose you. But I can't go back and can not speak out the truth this (artwork)

Finally, on a rainy night wind, I had abandoned him, leaving the House trade body. I went out and lived in far places to you don't find me. I just left him a mere letter cooking he is man, poor man no releases process. And I build up the story I married him just because want to just pick mocking.

More than 1 year I wandered in the pilgrim place. In three the vulnerability, paying, suffering. I still remember my mom, remember the man is devastating. But I also do not dare to return one day to see where you live.

I'm afraid if I go, you know the truth, you will not be able to survive. But sometimes I think, I lost my mother, my life only you, I don't want to lose you. But I can't go back and can not speak out the truth. I have to do?=