Swallowing tears, accept my child had to husband his father General

My mother-in-law is also very good, always for me the tips in my life, so I feel really lucky to live in such families.

In the eyes of your friends I was watching was the most happy, because my husband loves and her husband's parents.

But the true life is not who knows the word.

More than a month ago, my husband began to absent in the family feast, I ask you to say busy bodies, or banquets. I also don't doubt because before now I always trust you.

For the birthday of our first child, before that day, and he talked about the Organization for you. He just laughed and said to me to decide.

Because my parents far away, so I asked him for his birthday in his grandmother's house party, to the brothers and sisters of the same party to you for your convenience.

That day is Sunday, I'm busy all go shopping to prepare for my birthday. When everything is completed, the well is at everyone to full happy birthday my daughter. I wait forever and not see you.

Finally, I held a birthday for your child without the present. All that night I didn't go home, I worry not call you hear air, ask your friends is unknown.

During that night I don't sleep that sit waiting for you. The next morning, because none would break in the Agency was going to give me that in has always worried. All day, when there is time I leave a message, call the British, but were not seen you respond.

My heart is hot like fire burning. Call for her husband's parents, no one knew you where to go, what to do. In the afternoon, after picking up a child on, I go to the market to buy food for little kids.

When in the supermarket, she encounters a nearby neighbor. She asked me, "do you have one sick, huh?" I said no, she said, yesterday met my husband in the hospital.

First, I think you have a new disease that hide me. Worried, I asked my sister to thousands of questions. But to hear my sister said you buy in for someone in the hospital. I have attended such feelings. Home cooked food, lounge I also caught fire. When listening to your child ask you, really I don't know what to say to you.

Boo, I still sit waiting for you when that call doesn't hear so much air. Near about morning, see I sit still, he asked, why did you not sleep, wait what are you doing. I am silent, hoping you have the explanation.

So he quietly take a bath, and then go to bed to sleep. I also did not say anything, themselves, make him tired. I located that can't sleep.

In the beginning the whole think things will you say when you wake up, I'm just looking forward to the explanation from Britain, but also inland low anxiety, don't want to hear what you think as not being afraid.

Until the morning of, I also don't snooze. You wake up, the first sentence he said do I worry. "I'm sorry", that is the question that since love to now I very rarely say. I laugh very compelling, you? There is something wrong, why sorry ...??? The next question is I put out.

"He had a child outside with an old lover, new born to Sunday quiet", I like dead silence, tears of world cứa flush down.

I am helpless, lost, not knowing where to go.

What I said then, I almost can't hear anymore. Running out of the House, I wandered on the road without knowing where to go.

Love our 3 years, 10 years, husband and wife, two small children ... What do I do. I trust you, I love you, so that he now say, I have children on the outside, the new child born on the birthday of my first child and I.

I have to do now, divorce? so will my child? continue living I? the outside of the British ex-I do accept it. ...

Or because the child, I accept my husband and I shared the "split" three it for others?=