I also 'losing virginity' before the wedding just like his wife.

I love my wife while still a college student, that day, our English class. I spent emotionally for me right from the beginning of the meeting but soon after I found out I had a lover.

I deserve more than that.

At the time, to forget the emotional piece this unilateral, I choose not to meet and also not interested in any information about you. After that, I'm out of school, working at a large electronics company. A few engineering achievements, nor appearance that currencies should have no little girl love me truly. Sometimes in the morning get drunk, partying alongside several co-workers she has eyes swinging invites but I never let yourself fall. I was the man, though I have to do anything more than that is not too serious but her self hard ourselves. So I was still totally good boys to married with children.

I see you in a skills course. When I know you broke the current lover and still single. I'm glad to know how much. Every day I call for you. Last week I no longer want to stick your head into overtime as before, I love pendulous em go somewhere air. When the opportunity is ripe, I have open marriage with children. I have to honestly say to me that you're in love with me but I am no longer a virgin white girls anymore. I have given my precious ones trót daughter to former lover of his. I don't want to hide me and said options I decided to accept a person as I do not. At the time because too love you so I'm not interested in anything else. I just have children because I was in love and I'm waiting from long time ago. I can not to missed you again. We had the happy then. Happiness is compounded when our first child was born. She inherited her nostalgic so very lovely.

But two years of marriage passed me as drunk people suddenly the storm dream camp. I began to feel something that is no longer be complete as at the original. I always wonder to myself too disadvantaged when taking a younger or not? A person who has not yet been a stain such as I married with children when not a virgin white. Why I was right away with the old people that I only allowed silent acceptance. I hate you for life with no responsibility for themselves.

I'm a successful man, form. Know how girls want to come with me but I chose you. I deserve more than that, at least as a daughter intact. I am so not a measure but really I'm just a human being with the selfishness of myself. Maybe I was wrong and we should just stop in your situation would be better, so I don't stress think like now.

Previously, I've been love blindly obscures storage location but now sit back and analyze the problem I find myself fooling. No longer do I turn to spiritual torment. I'm cool with you. I aggression with more children. In the say, I hold you tight down the bed and say harsh that: "I hate you, why did you bring that precious to give the other guys. Man she really stinks. I'll never touch you again. " She just cried. She's more sad but she never forgot the shirts to me each morning and go to work. Never does she neglect the Cook for me the favorite dishes every evening. Her tenderness and happy to play with you. Her husband also cycles for Toan, didn't stop there. My parents didn't have anything to complain about the daughter-in-law. The only problem is in me and her.

A family are happy cumbersome screamed, frozen. There are many times I dream I'm in a marriage to a woman in the white dress, trinh Nguyen is not. And on that day I will be the happiest person when the man first and last of my life, not like the old thing again must be used by someone. The only different is the feeling that it's hard to overcome. Have I not keep ourselves back, let go of the harsh words to me: "I will go to revenge her. I will live life unfocused things that are interesting and also to give themselves less indistinct to living with her for help feel the underprivileged ".

But I have not enough courage to do what you say. Every time like I just cry and beg me please do not mention the past anymore because I was so hurt. But I didn't know I was sore all over. I still love you, but I also want a more intact woman. Now I know what to do to continue living together under one roof?=