I offer with the teacher and denied

At the time, I thought that the master is a student on the course. But after learning that his teacher is, I still don't stop the love master. My love for the master as more and more each day I find out the information about the master, on facebook of the master, the master is seen in the field.

Fortunately, I have been studying Marketing by the teacher. My feelings at that like crazy because I have the opportunity to meet teachers, contact the master ... Sitting in class, I can not attention to lessons because her only aim. Although many time, I startled face, and because of that, but then, I still can't change the habit of viewing the master every time the teacher lectures. In just as there's a magic that I control nothing, cause I can't do otherwise.

Everytime I dream think of master.

The master image as also discovered the anomaly. Maybe that's why every time I dream, look at the master does not blink, the sudden call back I got up to answer the question. Already a lot of times, I got up in the embarrassment, shame because don't know what question master (I have noticed it).

Also a lot of times, I have to remind to go with me again, asking me to focus on lectures. The master also threatened that if I keep the master will chase me out of the class and not for subjects of the master. At the time, I just fear of school, just fear not sitting in the teacher's class. I chase the teacher out of the classroom, only sorry, promises from now on will not like that anymore.

Home, I think back and find myself silly. I like just doing the teacher hated me. That is from at the time, I take only the study of the master. I also find the phone number of the master, messaging, phone calls thanks to the teacher lectures, asking where I have yet to understand. In the classroom, I not only listened attentively but also to find ways to be standing up to answer the question that the teacher ask. I found the master began to look I laugh every time I see it. I have a good time!

Final exams, I passed with a score of Marketing is very proud of. I did call the teacher to show off, and then I invited master to go grab a drink, the reason is I would like to thank master and master longing for help me in learning. Fortunately master has agreed to mentor chat games. two very fun. The master that was very glad because my progress. I say later if need help in learning what master just said. Oh, there's nothing happy with because even though no longer learn master anymore but I still have the opportunity to continue to meet the teacher.

The session then I at least see more master. I saw the horrible memory. I also have no motivation to study as before. Throughout the day, I am texting, calling lament with the teacher that I am depressed, want to learn anything. The master still like, still passionately encouraged me, saying I know think of the future ...

I always thought there should be love with teacher or not.

Many times, I have taken the decision to clear the sentiment with the master. I texted the master, master, say that I love love right from the first time I see master, I urge Mr. Please accept my feelings. So that, what I got back was just a blatant refusal.

The master says that the master had a girlfriend and then, between the master and I am just so in love master game. Left with my thoughts, I don't recommend that I focus on study or worry about the future as before. After the rejection message, the master did not say anything to me, also did not answer my calls or messages.

From that, I like crazy. I screamed, like to smash things. Don't understand ma bad demons, led me to a bar to drink the wine out. While drunk, I cry and remember to master. I called the teacher in a State half the half-dream. Up to now, I still remember very clearly at the master came to take me on, I was into embracing the master, Kiss the teacher ... And then I just said just crying, begging the master please love me. ..

Until now, the relationship between the I with the master was actually nothing, to master the emotional game no. Perhaps, after what I've done, I don't want to see me anymore. Until I felt his nuts when drunk and doing those things. I know I have a fault with the master, with the master lover. But really, I love the master infinity ...=