'Kind of like her through my hand much..'

The last time he struck me as right on full moon in July. Because the pain, humiliation, mistreatment I was closing my native home life, not give him one more chance to take down my body again.

I found it humiliating Athenian ...

Home was a time then I discovered myself particularly emotionally with his neighbors. He than me 2 years, have had a lifetime of his wife but because before the wedding, his wife was pregnant with the other people that he knows. When the birth is complete, because the pressure, I've put my wife on the returned to her family.

We love each other more than a year, then he told me about his house in that, I would have voted with him was 5 months. Two years later, I was born for you more a son anymore. So currently I have had three son.

So life went on, much as myths that I, myself is a happy woman. But when looking at the other family circumstances, I know myself have endured too many smiles.

When I was born for his two children, washing water, rice also helped me during a month early, also all about later, I don't care to children. Everything from eating, drinking, bathing, washing and hygiene of children, no bother.

From 3 years, he became a heavy alcohol addiction. If no alcohol then hands you always run lẩy. He usually got my hair, I fight in front of you without a reason. And also in the drunk, he breaks furniture, motorcycles in the House. He insults, verbal I one way maybe even worse: "kind of like her through my hand much already".

As live with him, the more I feel disappointed about him more. After each beating and insulting me, when the wine you're sorry and hope I'm forgiven. So, I have forgiven you don't know how many times but still not changed. Few months ago, we didn't do "it" together because I really don't feel anything with him at all. I've written divorce and he also signed.

Now, every divorce procedure is complete but you still insist I think again. He said: "I still love you very much. Looking forward to you giving you the opportunity to start over. " Actually I no longer love you as before, but when you say that, I also weak and want to return with him to care for the lives of three children.

If I go to court then my three children will follow me, and you still live alone with life throughout the day sink in alcohol, drunk.

You, Sir! I really don't know what to do now? Thinking the scene must live and anxious for the three children are learning to eat properly, I feel very afraid. But if back then I must accept with the roi of pain, the words nhiếc yelled at, reviled even worse.=