Shocked with himself of a girl ...

I wonder more when writing these lines, good story line for people watching his back, but in fact if not written out, also not speaking out was then in my heart as there is a block of stone, the stone blocks worn up as "conscience" strain. "Conscience" with a girl that said, it must have a "salary" i.e. money, "mind" have to respond. I only play in that village girl is different, people I wholesale retail. But now, I find myself not knowing what to do for the next: revenge on men or acceptance of death hanging over the top?

Five years ago, I was also since life has many events, the interpretation also were blamed on public opinion because the crime of workers lazy glutton, so whatever story I became a cover girl also have nothing to cover preventive measures, because there the Institute out of hundreds of thousands of excuse, just a single excuse : Want more of that money is not the driving head limbs.

I do girl "how" to be in the year, and the price to pay was his life ...

I also have learned, is a student of the art college, the work performed should also go and be with people who have money deals. They have the money, I have the beauty, youth, they like me, I like their wallet, white phớ out is like. The first man granted me as a middle-aged married, have children and I pretty much more than age. He is very kind to me, shopping for I do not lack anything including a small apartment and spend my entire monthly. He is very good only thing he has terrible, jealous over me too much should each go out together I just see the family because of the difference in appearance, I was young, like him then also but seems not. So I'm slightly warm memories because the possession and jealousy or habit for people following me very tired.

I was young should also have his relationship, so when that him as I want to exit more bans, I was right with his partner he once went to a party.

Then, I told him you partner is "children no longer in love with him but he's just forcing children" to how it deals with each other, actually I intended if I don't get out, I will call home he tells his wife he is raising the "Bo and then scoot for quieter but don't understand that two people together that I no longer was perched, and the home he returned to partner you to him, he would buy me the other apartment to stay, think younger, easily get what I want should I also return the papers and the House to come up with a new Bo.

New Bo I am very generous and not jealous, but he has a sick hobby which is like "sharing" the lover, "to Exchange her husband change" that the newspaper still or real-life, still more terrible. He loves my height and didn't want me to go further, acting in home beauty treatments and partying together entertainment with him.

But as in near people I saw fear and found unsafe because of his habit of wandering around the Wal. Once I stick gynaecological diseases after doing "it" to him. I visit new fall heads out is getting gonorrhea, but before that I'm just a relationship with himself. Too hate guys who carry the disease yourself, I said farewell and as the last time, don't take away what he's to freedom. Man smart, now want the House to have the door to Asian cat in estrus, if want to let fly off again, you have to invest for you later! So, but I also don't need to, because the money he gave me I also admit spending, living with the guy who love sex with me too.

Living alone one time I also see not good because money forever, and also outside the work place to go I don't know what to do, so with those small you catch again a threat to make a "sponsor". And this time I was being charged dearly for his mistakes lifestyle ...

I still know her life is so not true, deep down inside I am ashamed but because I myself have used the money too easy so I can not cease to be such an easy life. I met him, a young master of land mines, no nothing but money, something also said, were younger, a glimpse of the genus so I have no reason to refuse a man like that.

The side of him I learned many things which before have not tried:-need, play football, even the drug was inhaled heroin, both do it very "coffee" so I didn't feel guilty or anything, an sa has the when we rent a hotel bay shake night , and then play back the drugs and then do it, which I then also not known to have "done" with anyone anymore, because when the drugged feeling desire it wake, unable to curb.

The long slide like me until one day he said to me "I go visit go see stars, you stick it!". I also don't understand the "stick" is to stick to something, turn forever, he also asked not to speak, I must come to the clinic for tests.

The life has to pay me or I deserve to be punished, I hate him, hate his life, hated all men fuck made me stick to "sing" (HIV). Why was I? I'm not to the point that excessive fucking had age 23 new beginning had to terminate his life? I'm too young, I took up a kind of living? I have to get married, have children anymore? Why is he always treats me as such? Life know how Saudi women are also bad, than I click touching lang that they still get the husband, babies and live my life happy, why am I being charged the price?=

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