Stunned to know people love just see themselves as 'instant noodles'

I am 21 year old, are a student of a private University last year. Four college years passed has to tell me how the anniversary party-a class guy. And I have ever referred to him as "my husband" because we live with each other for four years.

Students living away from home the deprivation enough surface area. Plus the psychological damage after the parents divorced I have made I got the word about living with you when they know each other only operated for three months.

I keep thinking that ingenuity, living so we will be closer, more emotional reason and will save a lot of costs incurred.

The first time, we are quite happy but increasingly more change. Instead of the sweet soup delicious feast as before, we frequently eat rice, ramen, and finally, when I don't worry about is yourself, then have to go hungry, and you go out outside.

He spent the majority of time for friends and online game and I'm just the final you care after his hobbies. But because I love you, I accept the work day and night to have the money to pay the rice and water to worry about you thoughtful as a wife.

Around work I also have quite a lot of people waiting for me to think again but in my eyes only. Because he was handsome, sweet brother ... and I look like my father.

The 4 year time drifting fast. I choose for themselves the subject of research on forestry and home completed in three months. The time I go home, I'm always for me the sweet and comforting words I try to fulfill the subject.

My wife home made subject. Don't you worry. For me, that is just a small "instant noodles".

I completed the subject earlier than planned so after two months, I had been in Hanoi. To create surprise, I did not call the phone upfront. Step into the room no one should I run to the nearby game search. But this time, the surprise for me was when accidentally overheard his conversation with a few friends sitting in at the games room.

-Young wife that wasn't where I see you or go with other small? You're not afraid of the wife sad?

-My wife home made subject. Don't you worry. For me, that is just a small "instant noodles".

-Are you bored?

-Yes! Sometimes I also like to make trouble. But you know, every time I'm angry is she wearing sleep wait me about ...

Just listen to this, I did not restrain his own feelings anymore. The tears fall makes me cry a step up, ever. I never thought I was the only "instant noodles", who know only dress up to wait for me every night ... Not all in the eyes, I just rúng cheap girl?

He runs drag me back to know I heard that story. Take the power of self-esteem, I pushed him out and slapped on the face. This is the first time I slapped him for long, only I have to endure the slap like from you ...

To date has been a year since the day of the incident, but in my heart yet calming those hurt in the crush.=