The day I knew I was pregnant is also on her husband gone forever

Me and my husband were married from 2009 until now has been 5 years, but fate has given us an opportunity to do father, mother. Has many times I start khấp excited, but then when a visit to have results like that. I cannot yet give birth, though doctors concluded both husband and wife I am totally normal. I know what the natural children "for stars get so", but because of the desire to make children the couple I more worry, expect.

Despite this, my husband always trust and hope. With a 35 year old man like you, to do the difficult thing was the result. He still loved his wife, taking care of his wife. The times I sick he always care, full of rice porridge. I'm not too up, but in the past 5 years, my husband has not once, to his wife.

Then one day, when I'm in the Agency British received the news of the accident are in hospital emergency department.

He is so gentle, considerate and thoughtful. With my wife's family, he was always the guy tastes, for every week you call asking for his wife's parents. The Lunar New Year holiday, a business trip far he always dedicated to parents what gift do you prepare in advance. My parents as well as the thoughtful that he respected immensely. He also said that after this condition, her parents on either side free, he will put the tools to travel throughout the North and South said here, know that.

To me the peace of mind and trust in love , you always have a plan in life. Almost a week would also, at their leisure time arrangements he usually put his wife away, buy clothes and short travel day. He says that is how "warm feelings" which he dedicated to his wife to my husband, I don't want to just because of the children that I have not suffered disadvantage.

The sister who looked in Agency also says I am lucky to get such husband, did the son he says "happy world". It is true that I feel just lucky, happy people, but there are still some things I feel not happy it's the lack of laughter in the light of the indifferent poems.

I know, my husband does not speak but I would expect that children each day. When you look at how smoking non-immersion of a sediment in the night and I admit to knowing that hunger. As well as double fold to go shopping center, saw the child accompanied the family of people laugh, I glimpse my husband's eyes sad surroundings as desired.

Not only that, I also understand that my husband always feel inferiority, paying. Sometimes he told me that I suffer from infertility, "or", "or you don't have the ability to do" ... But I know that is not the reason, which basically fate yet to come.

Then one day, when I'm in the Agency British received the news of the accident are in hospital emergency department. I suddenly quiet tears rushed down. An hour ago, I just had a blood test and know she is pregnant. I was going to call you then get the data.

My husband took the last breath on 4 h that afternoon. After the funeral, he said I have taken with family on either side of the baby, but then I only get the cold looks from her husband's family. Perhaps they were too painful, they do not have enough confidence to face reality. Now I'm wondering too, I don't know what to do anymore. I also fear that single motherhood will encounter many difficulties, I am also afraid for my children to grow up without a father it would be very sad. I know what this guys?=