Inferiority lost virginity, I dare not love

The separation was not long then I go get married is a poor girl and me 4 years, now they are about to have a baby. Also I finished lovers farewell, I don't dare to love, by always wearing his sensibility is a girl not a virgin white. I always feel confident when I think I will love a new man and worried wondering if they will know what to do when I was a girl not a Virgin.

 

Will they accept me, they have treated me not, there seems like I never have how many other men have ever swept his wife seems to know she's not a virgin white until the wedding night. The worry that I always make his closing and dare not embrace a new love, a new opportunity.

 

Sometimes just bullshit Venice with these thoughts I was inspired to go back and patch the hymen, but I don't know where that's going to do, and whether the fake hymen had help me something or not. If I get one, that people found out it was fake, the hymen will all?.

 

I don't know what to do to get rid of these thoughts, so feel free to reeling in anxiety, fear, regret, paying guest and fades away his chance in love. Now I need an advice of the British, especially the English, please tell me that you think about who my daughter as I like, not bad?. Virginity are really important for men?.