Sorry, I can't live without my husband

(Phunutoday)-as well as children, I need to be happy, so, not only because little empathy with children that I must surrender his happiness that things struggled back to win the new children. Dear Phunutoday, the Newspaper's editorial board this is the third letter, which is also the last letter I sent to you. Not with the purpose of qingming, or explain his actions, nor to quarrel with the readers, because my life is because I decide, I also never dominated by the outsider. So although the readers may say something, it doesn't matter to me with what I want!. And I have to do what I want to be, that is really me. This letter I would like to send to my lover's wife-sister NTH, and I also look forward to BBT Report Phunutoday respect what I written out without modification of sentence words such as those. NTH! I know, I'm extremely distressed after what I and my husband have caused for my family. I also know, I now hate me to the bone marrow, I disdained me, but I want to ... hold the happiness of families, so I have to bite the sweet teeth to pale and begging me to let her family. But I'm sorry, I can't follow your requirements are, you need him, and I. After how much misfortune to live the unhappy husband silver currency, I find a true man for himself. I love him and he loves me, so, although doing so is not known to me, is the currency with the child, but the fact I no longer have a choice. Also like you, I need to be happy, and aspire to be happy, so, not only because little empathy with children that I must surrender his happiness that strenuous thing recently won back for me. Moreover, you see, my husband is also no longer in love with me, so if I have to hear me recommend he come back, the two men had to be happy or not, that you know better than I. So, I ask again, I beg you, let him be with me the rest of his life, and he will be very grateful to you for that. You have to understand, I've dared to openly her relationship with husband, openly [["that"]] of us, that means I have to think so much prejudice. I also accept the face of public opinion, and friends, his relatives just to be with him. Because I think, love never guilty, that the biggest crimes of the children here is you always "illusions" about a love in her husband. He was no longer in love with me since my arrival. I also have 2 years challenged to prove he is for me is not the emotional stuff occasionally. Comes out of this I know you will be very hurt, but it is true that I think you need to be aware of, so it is best to accept the children of divorce. He is a good father, so after our divorce will have responsibility for the child. Hoping you do not try to find us again, waited a day to calm back, we will be back to face me. Wish you soon find peace where his soul.