Wedding night, discovered her husband had ever had the

That day I know you through a friend's introduction. You are single I was lonely. So, when you came to my life, or conversely, to me is "at the right time, the right people".

In the beginning I always just thought of the news, articles. And you, you love me madly, passionately. Perhaps he was the first to love me so much. He loves me because of what then-I don't know.

There were times he threatened to die when I let go. And so, a hundred times I say farewell I sampled the death as the rope tied me again. I continue to love you, not because you pity, that I know of with a hot temper, goodbye just blurts it out rather than make the depth of the bottom. And that was never me and you leave each other be.

I still accept you "settle".

The day we took together when I was a girl of 25 years. England rejoice as the child is mother to ride the Park first. I'm not much emotion. I don't want to marry you ... now! Perhaps, human society in a much larger man I married. But, I still accept you "settle".

We get together in the blessings of my parents, friends and relatives, except her parents. I don't get that's what bigger because you also said: "this is your life, you will decide it." But life is never so nice!

On our wedding night together opens a gift from my cousin, relatives, friends, and send gift. I stopped in one envelope had the inscription "Wish you happiness, old lover". Never me more calm at this time. I turned to the English saying "England, former lover sent this gift".

"Wishing you happiness, old lover"

Perhaps you could never doubt what Katie has been in the envelope of old people. I gently embrace it as fear of flying takes something in that way. By I like to see in it what when that feeling not good in I'm sow to the alarm.

Gradually unfolding, in the happy wedding envelope has a letter has the same currency text blurry 500 thousand fold neatly. And that letter writing: "England! Are you happy? I know you would not invite me. But don't copy! Whether you have invited will not come, just send a congratulations gift.

Do you remember this sheet? Over 2 years ago, the day I stood before the door, red eye hoe crying because of fear, he sneaks out lesser bamboo rat on your hands this compact folding sheet of money and don't forget reminder: "I resolved it. Are you the home. When done message to you ".

Hear say that you seem to collapse. I don't know the person standing in front of me again. Whether you, who said I love you, promise you throughout life? Now, it is still, still the money you gave me, I return to the uk. Because this life, only you owe me I do not owe you! ".

I didn't say the shock of the lyrics. Read to where my tears fall to it. Perhaps, our wedding day is also the day we decided to divorce? I took advice hundreds of times in just the brief Flash. And then I ran away from home the parents lay with a silly reason given-"strange house".

You don't stop me, don't explain, do not rush to welcome me back. Perhaps, you understand me better than anyone. Right now, though I didn't die back to that House. He just goes after my car watching to know I am home safe in the cold winter nights.

Two days later, when I have just sent the divorce until British authorities then also the time I receive your message.

"My wife! I had a look today? Eating good? Sleep right? I want to see to see the smiles of children, see getting past me and crave you nag him food when hungry. Many at you wondering, we've married or not? On paper then Yes, but we haven't lived one day for the husband and wife. I feel afraid of you! Afraid that although only a day, he can not be my calling, I got up to go to work, do you eat fried eggs before going and both shuttle children go to work to help more strenuous. Perhaps, the prospect of which is just drawing out self or virtual image?

You know now I'm angry, but please you once heard you say there are not children? I admit, I was a bad guy. I don't blame her expose this truth. I have to thank her for the replacement comes out the dirty secret that maybe all my life, I dare not speak out with children.

So again the rest of the uk to live in repentance and repentance. I still remember, the rainy day, I call you to pick but he said busy meeting could not come then I angry at him demanding separation? Actually, that is enough. Year, to the day, he, back to her house on your knees please her and forgive your sins. Perhaps, to redeem this mistake, he must kneel her, my whole life.

Because that day he had to ruin all his life, so when a girl loves you, you always want to keep both have a love of the beautiful morning. And if not this tomorrow, then my life is still beautiful. I fear the old nightmare stumbled back, afraid to spoil the life of the girl that you love more than yourself. I'm so scared!

What about the divorce I posted, you have to tear it off. We are husband and wife. And you will go abroad for some time, at least until I calm down. If you still want to go back to the divorce, I respect your decision. I love you! "

Getting the message of my husband, my Boo, cry in the mess of emotions. Just sad, happy medium, medium, medium-bodied, mistreatment dissapointed ... But maybe I'm still awake to know that he should do. I was holding the phone a message for you: "right for me! Do not make me send the 2nd single to haul you back! ".

I've left the past you like you. And I still believe that, I've done the right thing.=