After 'sunstroke', I be white hands!

My husband was concealing the external univesity, I have this year, turn with 3 women, when I found out the truth he's cheated on me and constantly lang Wal with several other women, including a friend that I ever called you personally then I really can't stand. I was like a wounded beast he reviled not sorry lyrics, I write divorce and my husband have to sign, I take what my husband sex with 3 women tell all over the place, I want him to have to take the consequences when killed the love and trust of me When he saw everyone turned against my husband, I saw the man he extremely ...

I've ignored for her husband ...

The time that my husband and his family are two sides of encouragement should I ignore her husband's mistake, selfless to the children whose parents, husband and wife are together, my husband also expressed remorse and repentance should stress after six months of separation, we have come back together.

Despite being back but honestly in my heart emotionally still very compelling rice, I can not forget the haunting when thinking of the woman that her husband I cuddle up in bed and say the word love as he was doing with me, every thought that came close was I cold not spine also what a feeling My husband, I also know that I no longer love him as ancient but because he's wrong he still trying to heal the relationship of husband and wife again.

I always show up in photos 5 years passed each time you travel is that you love people go by, and then call a lie while I'm the child in the House with the work, the responsibility of a wife, mother and all that clear. The sense of betrayal was still anchored in my chest made me a sharp pain, each time seeing the face of my husband laughed saying I find false, fake, liar ... but for me, because, because, because both I myself anymore, so I will accept and forgive me, the thing I need time to be able to locate them static.

I removed the time out to care more about themselves and the appearance of thought after the scandal of her husband's extramarital affairs, not to hold her husband, which is feeling the need to love myself more after the only known "worship her husband raising children". I look up and see all the beautiful temptation started following me. ..

In my agency has a form and colleagues have implicitly to Italy and signaling to me for a long time, I know but never dared to hurdles for many perhaps, lately I know about my family, I saw beautiful up each day should have proactively moved in with me more pronounced. I understand your idea, and also understand what the affair work? But ... before I think, now I think ... and I accept to live for yourself, try the feeling that my husband has made it interesting and attractive to the extent that he can betray me many years ...

Stories on the bed when the two adult human and have feelings for each other is no need arguing, I realized after with the lover, feeling regret is not there. And a terrible thing that I felt was: interesting affair than I thought. I thought I would just like to try the feeling, and everything will return as the original, but the truth is far from that I expect, I completely lost control.

So when a friend of my wife who I inadvertently to vacation in hotels that I with are "public office ban lunch" then everything is bitter, the shock began to set me up. All pain humiliation mistreatment happens just like I did with my husband, now I became a victim. My husband is not acceptable I betrayed him while he was downright trying reconnect married relationship, my Mistress after the battle jealous awe at the hotel has and change the phone, a simple divorce latest available on the table waiting for me to sign pressure, public opinion and family on either side made me fall into a deep pit of despair. Take off! White hand ... I have nothing even raising children also household her husband used the relationship to adoption because I was a mother does not deserve.

I don't love my lover, sentiment that was heatstroke, I also do not revenge her husband, only that I want to try the feeling of sex watch it attractive? I like to try different life ... and the result was I empty-handed!=