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I am 42 year old, my husband more than I was 2 years old, married for almost 20 years, we've had two children. They are docile, study well. Superficial view of foreign people desire to have happiness as our family.

 

Living together all these years I also understand that I have a huge sexual needs. Every time the desire to not respond promptly, the smorgasbord of my heart for the flaming rạo, sit stand. Is that my husband is the man, strong and also very very good with Pillow talk in animal husbandry.

 

So that every time the couple intimacy I feel satisfied, feel achieved the pleasure in sex. Living years is also much of the time I am happy. I never thought that would be his day affair, I will have sex with a man other than her husband.

 

Therefore that when the age of both husband and wife are gradually stepping into middle age. My husband's sexual needs are signs of slowed the process of chronic male begins to be manifested. Leads to desire sex of you dear, it has just not been steadily, no longer keep warm, brilliant.

 

That evening the exclusive mature sex partners few ear's posture, a young guy is breaking dawn air hực has made me ecstatic.

Meanwhile I still keep the form as thủa. The times sex with her husband gradually becomes bland, did not reach the necessary pleasure made me feel boredom, nervousness.

Where is the way for almost a year, I have reception partner for a large project. I know him, he's less than a dozen years old, unmarried, originally just swap chat related to the job. I have also seen a gradual sense long affection, especially when her husband could no longer meet the rooms I talk more to want to close Sidebar.

 

Then what happened to also have xaty out. On one occasion he invited me to dinner, in the shimmering light of the hotel, plus a little bit warm West alcohol concentration, I fell into the hands of young boys, old and new, only 30.

 

That evening the exclusive mature sex partners few ear's posture, a young guy is breaking dawn air hực has made me ecstatic. A feeling that was very long ago I was not perceived as her husband.

 

Since that day the feeling was like double also sixty for breaking dawn hực, effusive flow of people. And every time the phone call he's asked to go "fun" is that I could not resist her crush. Take the car back to rendezvous as an ephemera not what to think of the consequences.

 

It just happened to be half this year and then we came together just satisfying sex, and other things like money, materialism, the unrelated. Those with him I feel so sweet, happy but when returned with my husband I feel so eat in, felt real, villainous fault with his family. Sometimes I plan to confess to her husband, expect you to forgive, afraid to lose the sense of reforms, the feeling of the dyke delights young guy party. Also I want to put him at end to the family, return to their cozy side. Because if this thing lasts forever once my husband I discovered then I will no longer face would look at my husband. Picture a mother Hien thoroughly love my husband will fall in you mind. But then I could not resist the call of the lover's love child.

 

Actually I feel deadlocked. What should I do in order to break out of this tragedy, so that I can live comfortable, not paying ourselves and above all is his nest to keep forever?