If you have children with ex then I have to do?

Force Chief class class I. He's smart, he's very agile, resourceful. In the Military there is something honest, good computer outline substances cause I just love the medium or the feeling. The army, too, carried out the army had liked me right from stepping into the class but he should embarrass do not dare to approach me. Just to constantly have to talk to each other about problems in learning of the class (by me is class Vice) then we have an opportunity to understand each other better. Gradually the feelings and we love each other all the time. When that was last year.

I used to have and the love was so beautiful.

The army was born and grew up in a poor family in the countryside. The family's main income is from these nest paddy fields, a few pigs, chickens.  The Eastern Army family. To study the full Army, was a huge effort. The siblings of troops, who he also only learned the remainder of level 3. So the army is the pride and hope of all major lines of them.

I have never decry or scorn family circumstances. Left back in I always have respected and or part trade. I serve you by impoverished circumstances such that he is still subject to hard study, there is always the will rise. This is not all there is. So sentiment in me on a large, we study together, go out together very indifferent, in the morning. Military love me with a sincere love, does not compute. I feel warm and happy when the Army side. So the prospect of a shimmering wedding after we graduate has been drawn out.

I thought that simple, just that I liked, just I love as my parents would agree. By far what I like without it. But the reality is not as I thought.

Launch date with the family is perhaps the most memorable day in my life. Completely lost all troops seem confident stepping to the luxurious House of my family. Uk family, embarrassing. I was still indifferent children tease him trying to joke. My parents welcomed the troops very polite, considerate, asking the han family situation very carefully. I'm also funny applesauce that: "parents, just as the police criminal interrogate the prisoner". I keep thinking that make parents happy as such means have accepted him. By him also quite good-looking and polite. But it turned out later I know, mom, I've been wanting to meet him in private that I don't know.

That day, after he, my parents have pulled me into the room and yelled at me. By very serious attitude. My parents asked me to terminate this relationship. I am presumptuous, and angry. But my parents were analyzed for me. Mom says: "not for the Army, not for scene to his house. Her parents only every single girl. The parents always hope you be happy happy. The view from baby to now you have what deprivation.

What do you think when taking a child in distant countryside far shake doorstep forever hovering. After this the child will live. Can you withstand the suffering? It is good to have you guys don't know the new way to buy a house in this capital for the living. The plan after the finished wedding will go home or rental?

That it has to strive to be the it have to worry for all the boys in his home country, concern for elderly parents done then turn. That you have the strength to stand crammed stifling in the bus hundreds of kilometers to her husband's home? Marriage life is not always beautiful as love. Son of the enlightenment. Who lines don't go back Bush riding hood. "

Two rows of tears I keep rolling long to hear my mother say. Each sentence every word like cứa knife wound to the heart of my liver. Mom says is not true but why no sound dreary world.

After the meet, we still sneaks met but I feel he is very different. I'm not enthusiastic to me again that elusive expressed. He sad. I guess my parents said something to him. He is a person with high self esteem should certainly will hurt. Look at you so I'm also terrible.

Have kids with ex-lover, now what do I do?

I love you but think of "prospect" that parents draw out I feel concerned. We still hold hands go on the same way but nobody told anybody. It looks like we are having an invisible distance. I have a feeling of insecurity.

And then right as I felt, a few days later, he informed me that made me feel nervousness News 1. He said: "you just hit 1 scholarship school masters with you. He will go over 2 years. If there is a chance you will always work in that side. "

He said with a sad sad voice: "you just months, he also thrilled Lam by this is the great opportunity in life, make sure your parents will be very happy and proud of you". You say you love me but do not want to make me miserable. I was a good girl, pick yourself a real man deserves. I will remember forever in my heart. I just hug him and cry like the rain as the wind. He also hugged me to appease a lot.

Later that day, I am sad and is defeated at home during the week. Feeling incredibly empty. Amid the mood are confused so then I met (now my husband). Quang was the son of my mother. He brought his mother to come home I play and I have also for some time talking with you.  Optics are doctor is in a big hospital.

He than I 5 years so leveled classes and says charming. Handsome, tall, very mental Fiber form men is advisable for the girls. For I long ago but I just considered is his brother. Few today, my mood is not good so I go to accept favors Optical right without little thought.

Know I have no fun should you take me to eat, go to the free fun games to relieve stress. He spoil me. You are willing to do everything to free me. In your eyes I am always naive girl and very lovely. I am also very affection. Later I found out, it turns out my mother and the other girl was deliberately brought me and Optics. Optical family well-off, all people in the industry so Mon Y post late for.

Again, good optical computer so if falling into Optical home I will happy. I don't have to worry much about the economy, also does not need to bother to buy a home or rent by Optical parents have prepared for you a House five floors face the street, now just waiting for the bride. And then I have chosen as my husband like to go empty my fears in the Palm.

Our wedding was 2 family party supporters and will held earlier than expected because it is a beautiful day with my age.

Ironically, that date back to fall right on the flight to the British Army. So I can not sending Troops. I also do not want to witness the special scene.

Before going, I and the army met for the last time. He confided in me a lot, know I'm about to get married but I still try to keep smiling and bless me. We attached each other very long. Just hug and cry and then what to have also arrived. And I have for each other in a single night, promise each other after this both to live well and old stories will considered a beautiful anniversary marked in the hearts of every person.

After marrying about 1 month, I found myself pregnant. I am also worried, I didn't know a child in my belly was the son of anyone anymore. I vintage throughout on the books and find out information on the means by which can't calculate the son in the abdomen is the son of former lover or husband.

10/9 days passed in phấp phỏm worry, son of the movement's life along with the joy of the broken family of pours, especially. He happy he jumped up like a child, kissing his wife runs out and then in again kissing me.

I have never seen him so happy. You take care, worry for me ever, ever work on li is swooping in with his wife and child. Hand dry nappies for children, hand cooked porridge for me to eat. It looks like he loves me more than that.

I see the children every day, have the same definition, I worried. I'm not brave enough to bring the DNA tests, I'm afraid to face the truth. Optical chaotic look I see you, I cheated on you, I don't deserve the love you had for me.

If that is the Military, I know what to do now? Should I speak with? Truly I am extremely confused. I don't want to lose you, don't want to make you miserable. But if you have to live in this twinge of conscience bites are how long? I know what to do? Give me a sincere advice!=