My husband is away, there was the boss at home

Graduate School of Economics, I was appointed Chief Clerk in a joint venture with Japanese Agency. The work is very suitable with my specialist had studied, the work environment here is also very professional and made me very intrigued ... and especially to work here, I find myself to be revealed most likely , the power of yourself. I work energetically, enthusiastically contributed their opinions to the boss when the boss has the important decision would it to grow the company or human resources. Also so when deciding on anything, the boss asks my opinion and my boss always happy with comments from her Secretary.

Also because of the sharing with each other much in the work so gradually, the relationship between the boss and the employee also close, more intimate. The boss often told me about the two children, his students ... but then, here's your change back boss eyes sorrow when told about her boss's wife have ever whole-heartedly loving "infected" affair. Though the couple boss no longer in love with each other for a long time but because of her child should both still try to live together for a full meaning to the couple, their two children poems not lock when emotional deficiency of the parent.

My husband is away, there was the "Boss".

Trade Chief, comprehend the circumstances of Sir should I encourage him to try to pass to feed two mature kid, if the couple want to divorce it is not too late ... But then, I also don't understand myself anymore? Each night, the image of Chief always haunts me, the unhappy story of boss, the Orange bear of a man is intelligent, successful when not "acquire" is she your wife, the Orange bear, endure his two kids get fun laughter and love of your family ... your unhappiness in life the husband the wife of the boss made me not from Mercy far. And then, from compassion feel ... I began to remember about him self just don't know anymore.

Through talking with each other, the mail asking, share ... we all realize the strangeness of each other. It seems that we are no longer the separation between the employees and the boss anymore ... now, we've really "-" taken together as the two poles of the magnet. And also since then, I usually lie who love "You have to stay to do more" or "I had a couple of days" ... but really, I want to stay in the same agency boss, so every evening, after a day of hard work .... or we get these short holidays in somewhere in "the work" , no longer have a job by the siege that only two of us together, enjoy the sweet moments, happy for each other.

After "the work" of the same boss on, I see her lover than ever! We have loved each other for nearly four years, the family of the two sides have come together well and soon, we'll get married together. So without doubt that, when on this work, I have sneaky betrayed him, a man I have ever loved and loved me, someone who was always by my side, san sharing the same I know how hard in my life. I love you so ... but why each in next to my boss, I still can't control his emotions? I came up with the boss because perhaps? Because of love ? Or for compassion? Or is it because the appeal of a successful man and the experience? ... I also can not understand myself anymore?

When I know I'm burning themselves into an affair guilt with the boss, I had to motivate her lover married as quickly as possible. I know although it is difficult to forget the warm salty British party favour craving but I encourage myself that, when I am bound by my family, I will no longer have much time to confided to him as now. Moreover, I will try to do the full responsibilities of a wife, the woman in the family and will learn to love my husband more than ...

Knowing I was preparing to do the wedding, he was crying a lot. I understand he's sad and how dissapointed when I married ... but I could not do otherwise. I can not burn themselves into a sin that, can not continue to betray the sons I love throughout four years now ... and I also can not continue to destroy human dignity, his honor to worthy man of age his uncle. I think, only get married I can free myself, only the binding and the responsibility of the wife in the household, I avoided the temptation alongside the man.

My wedding, he still attended. I see the deep sadness in his eyes ... but still I keep laughing as yet have anything happen. I wish myself a happy bride in marriage, I wanted for my husband's sweetest moments in this great holidays ... and I do not want the existence of any third person in the happy marriage of the couple.

When on my wife, I thought that I will, attention will be different for this small family shelters! But then, his image still haunts me in every dream ... I can't manually freeing themselves from the obsession. I loved the man? I get married just to evade his love? Affordable wedding took place just to run away from the intense feelings besides the man experience? ... I don't understand myself anymore ... but the invasion took my soul is so enraged the tear, guilt with her husband and mercy for man's misfortune.

After a honeymoon in Dalat, I returned to work, back to back with the duty of her boss's Secretary, the same boss, shouldering responsibility for the company ... but then, it seems like we both did not refrain from floating the emotions each time together. I again tell you about his new life, about the emotions each time in next to him ... and he did not hide his frustration known, upset when I married. He said: "I'm the most beloved brother, who brought to you the great joy in life ... So that ... but you have no right to prohibit me! We already love how much this year ... also weighed heavy love ... and you, you just as a friend of children! You have no right to stop me getting married at all ... but ... He's really very sad! ".I did cry when he says the words gut ... but I could not do otherwise, also could not give up his husband to come next. He was good to me, love, sincerely I was ... but I can not abandon years of gratitude with the man I love, can not cancel the marriage of two families ... Moreover, weak girl like me always the difference between emotional chao. I can't entirely with someone but also couldn't live the absence of someone's picture. Affordable, I was too greedy?

Then the trip away from work between me and the boss still occur regularly. After signing a contract with our partner, back home, back into each other like the burn, burn the emotions of passion, his intense ... and we have to do the same, a Republic enjoy full happiness for each other on how "out of touch".

And so, every month I go back to "work" with Chief two, three days. What we do after the contract is signed, then only I and new boss understood. Also my husband at home remains a good wife trust ink his gentleness, still regularly call told the Board his wife preserve health care for myself ... but my husband would know where, in where he, his wife was another man take care of very thoughtful, thorough ... and instead of her husband, the husband's obligation to do every night?

Phew! Why did I become a fucking woman and odious as this? I can't believe, I can do bad things, contrary to morality, virtue of his wife, a woman like that? I also could not understand, a daughter, Sage, which respected human dignity as I could again become impudent and shit like this?

Life goes on ... and I also know is, the theft of his awkward situation will continued to ever? And until now, I only lied to her husband to be on the side of the man? Why the life back causing me to become evil and villainous like this? As if my husband knows the truth ... He has sufficient tolerance and forgiveness to forgive his wife damaged?=