5 months pregnant shocked to discover that his boyfriend has a wife and 2 children in the countryside

When writing these confidences, I am really confused, do I know whether I will do that? The story is that I am 5 months pregnant, the baby in my belly is crystallizing my love and boyfriend. Boyfriend 5 years older than me, since the first time I met you, I know this man is my lifelong love.

He is a good man, deeply interested and loves me. In fact, while I was in love, I only asked about his family, seeing that he told his parents to work as a cadre in the countryside, the family was well-off, he himself was a good educator, so I completely believed.

When we fell in love with each other for a few months, we "surpassed the limit", at that time I just thought I would marry him anyway, so it would be fine if I gave it to him early. 'but I don't know why I'm still pregnant.

As a person who likes free life, hates binding, but when I am pregnant, I urge him to marry.

- Love for a long time, now I still have children together. Before the belly gets bigger, I take you to meet my parents to get married.

I thought my boyfriend would agree, because now my stomach is my blood. But he kept refusing to take the excuse that his hometown is not convenient to talk about marriage. I also trust my boyfriend because if your house is having a problem, it will make your family uncomfortable. Especially now I am pregnant again, so I am not careful but I'm scolded for not being good.

I continue to wait for my boyfriend to take me to the future of my parents-in-law. However, when my stomach grew bigger and bigger, my boyfriend still did not have anything to do, which made me extremely impatient. I decided to go home alone to talk to adults.

Any doubt when I went to the house to ask about the story, I knew that the man I loved had long had a wife and children at home. His wife in the countryside traded small children for 2 children, and he went to the city to settle down. Hearing her wife's words, she trusted her husband very much. At that time I could only hold my breath, unable to open my mouth to confess that I had a child with her husband. If I now say that the suffering person is definitely not only me, but also the poor woman and the two little children.

But when I think about my growing baby, I am really helpless, not knowing what to do. I blame him, he said that he would go to divorce and marry me. But I can't mercilessly steal their happiness?

I was the wrong person, when I trusted him in the first place, I didn't know it first. I had an intention to have an abortion, but now I think the child in my abdomen doesn't make any sin. I will give birth to it, I will take care of it alone, and the man I will never see again, he cheated two women at the same time . that's enough.