A dedicate pitfalls

That day I was a new graduate students, compared with mates I feel awake, older and is smart. He appeared with the elegant with the new cars, behave boasting flowers and especially always say things easy to listen to. But I am not interested enough men filled material and pompous. The only thing I feel suction power from the spirit in man. As at the time I had the feeling that: at a certain angle you're lonely, that shows up the eyes.

In particular to Italy, he never talks about family, not proud of his wife when the praise or treat joke. It makes me always think your family is silent, you're not happy or reasonable?

The last couple times in swing and talk, maybe taking this personality traits so he has proved himself to be very vulnerable in terms of family, a spiritual loneliness. He made me feel that I love, to trade because I come near, san sharing as you, and more. I carefully preserve and to some extent but want to be filled up but the gap in the uk ...

Then in 1 time running to listen san about the unlucky in work, I did fall for him and the most precious of my daughter. Only after that did you don't go ... No longer sweet, even cold, strange.

He's the entrepreneur should need that? Once the Virgin raw and devoted, the fact is I do not understand?!

Then I also read about family, it's also very happy and not breaking as I thought. I realize people pity is I. ..

I feel there is an error with your parents. My family is my family. My parents were very strict and if knowing I'm back with a man aged 49, families like him, I might be angry that struck me. I was wrong ... I just told myself that way.

After the relationships, the illness trivia arise I must go. The spirit I dropped out, I also secretly seeking the doctor psychology heal yourself ... I always try to live more decent.

Now, however, was calm but still could not find inferiority to anyone anymore. I shrinks back. I don't know how to love again, love the right way, the right people? The trust now in the place where?=