Although the love my husband, I still remember the feeling of old sex fellatio

Four years ago, I loved a man more than I was two years old. He is the other domain but this out to keep the University according to the wishes of her parents. And I love each other right from the first sight. Because is the first love should I love him best, disinvestment, no calculated or reservations as long as anything. I have also given him the "first time". I know how to love my afternoon and very skillful, tender in the story "the relationship".

After you hide the awkward in the Guest House, in rooms, I crashed out "addicted" close to you. I like the prelude of his tenderness and the times that I was really happy. But then love each other until Monday, when I put him on the family, her parents launched I was resolutely oppose because your House is far away. I was the only girl in the House, so my parents wanted me to get married.

The first time, we patiently persuaded her parents. But after a year of persuasion, gradually we all along felt tired should decide how farewell now sorry. Love farewell, a long time after that I know him-my husband now. Although about appearance, he could not so packs with my old boyfriend but he was the man of the family, very thoughtful and responsible. Maybe I love you well by that.

My love now compared to a few years ago are also different from each other. And after more than a year to learn and live together for two years in a marriage, I began to realize, all before I think about my husband is not all. This, I also have never dared to tell her husband.

But really when the wife of each other, each side closely stacked, not understanding why I were not met. Although no longer the old love love anymore but wonder why every time her husband fellatio, in the beginning I start comparing. Then I remembered the moment when her ex-boyfriend party. And each time, I saw what my spouse's pillow blanket becomes extremely boring.

Sometimes, seek a feeling of harmony with my husband, I silently guides the husband do "love" that old who previously made the look forward to finding the room. But, my husband did also failed. Even there you aggression against his wife that "I told you not to love this posture that I start doing" or he complained: "I like the way the" monstrous, "not like that" ...

Many think I'm lying alone. I loved her husband but just when the practice of "it" is my heart belong to the old man. I just wish my husband loves intense and fiery are like old people. At one point, not satisfy, also appeared in I thought Sin: be in the arms of her ex-boyfriend again.

I really feel fear because of the contradiction of horizontal ngổn. I myself also find myself miserable and obnoxious. I never had the idea to break up with her husband to get back with ex. Song I don't dare share her true thoughts with her husband. What should I do?=