I don't love my husband but my husband still loves me a passionate way

I don't love the kitchen. 24 years before getting married, I Cook only counting on fingers and I know a few vegetables in addition to dishes cooked with the meat warehouse, virtually nothing. In 25 years I took my husband, to now also was 4 years. 4 years is about time is not more than a human lifetime, but the sentiment of love with my husband in everything I did. The rest is just the hatred, hatred of the endless.

I want him to experience that feeling of loss of affection. (Artwork)

Immediately after the wedding night with me, he was sleeping with an ex-girlfriend and take her to a traveling 4 days to compensate what he get married. The day that he lied to me as promised, folding travel honeymoon temple for me on other occasions. With a person full of self-esteem, pride like me then this result is a severely provocative. After the story, I still pretend is incredibly wife make sure are understanding, sympathy for her husband.

Every day, I get up early to cook breakfast for him. And then when he's feasting I feat hụi arrange lunch box for him. The first time he laments what man that brought rice, medium sized country look shy with your friends. But later on, perhaps because the company cafeteria food and less well acquainted should taste him not what family that carry. Colleagues praise him who his wife make sure, good kitchen nực again. They post to facebook the teaser I. But I responded back.

A few months later, he finally broke with the former lover. He told them that apologized to me. These things I know, because my friend is the co-worker of his old lover. Ironically, the things my husband do I know.I regularly Cook cooking really delicious dishes, it states the for my husband to enjoy. I do most of the housework, to him is seeing a house clean, neat, cozy. In the "Committee", are pretend éo bending, crying, whining to him feel full domains. But would anyone know, in my heart I disgust him. I don't know, after tonight, tomorrow he will back up the bed with another woman. Caress that he told me, said those who would ... But I'm still pretending like it, still praise him on the bed.

Every time you play to their spouses, are trying to fulfill the responsibilities of a home. They like eating get drunk, I'll laboring cooking rice laboring to clean and fresh seafood smile still fun ...

Everything I do not because of love, but I just want to PM him naughty, so once I removed him, nobody will gratify him anymore.

So the last 4 years, I'm not expectingmyself to. I lied to him that don't want to have children because the want to spend private time for my husband.

I know, over the past 3 years, he did not know intimate with other girls. By day, he's also going on right now, last week, the claim brought me out or shopping. Back home is not seeing him go online or phone. He wrapped me over. But what when my feelings for him have not. I am for him just lukewarm warm medium. Maybe he should well know once said to me: "sometimes you don't know me anymore. Have you felt you very love you, see you don't store anything you all ".

I think he also understands me. I am a woman who is quiet but not obliging. I'm not definitive enough to give him the job immediately, because I don't want my parents to worry, don't like to myself I just finished wedding because of precarious already divorced. So, I had to try to endure to become a perfect wife in the eyes of everyone, especially those familiar with my husband. For now, when I suddenly dropped, as people will condemn him because for that with a woman willing to sacrifice everything for my husband as I'm slammed the new great bear can divorce with my husband. And I also want him to experience that feeling of loss and despair because betrayed in love.

I've written divorce and is waiting to celebrate 4 years wedding date to give him as a gift. Just imagine his face when receiving this gift, I was feeling incredibly excited and exciting. I am sure he never thought about I can dispose of him as such. Till then I will tell everyone!=