I want forever sneaky sex with you ...

But to 1 on turbulent two years ago have in our beautiful love affair. Between me and my family the real serious, Republic, young, I was stupid, so did his work become more there is no escape. (I am treated very well with his family, they accept only because my poor cooking).

The relationship has gone too far.

At the time, I'm very sad he is not determined in advance to protect my family. At the same time, he is the public security that my history again couldn't do Much public safety. the wife refusing to do I'm really exhausted though I love him very much but still biting teeth decided to leave.

When parting, I don't agree, I screamed too painful, but I compress all in the heart. Just because the storage location says that each one would be the best place, I decided to do a people betrayed. I know a new person is you to our general disdain and away from me forever. At this time I really did was he upset, live in misery as I, in round 1 , you sick, take 10 kg, see you at the moment I am very hurt, tears flowing backward into the heart.

But he is not thought of afternoon sun, every passing day I cannot forget you. I know my love for him would be faded, I broke up with someone new and unfamiliar desire to have the comfort of the soul.

I love you, too, now that leave me more again, to the two we have peaceful lives according to the reason I can't survive another dayAnd about 8 months, and I've met again. Really love between us is still too many, met, dating each other, but sneaky dare not openly. I want you to live together forever but will be secret because I don't have enough faith will be able to convince and look forward to the acceptance of his family. And you, though not speaking out but I know you still love me more. I fear I will have to destroy the life for you, afraid I have no parking zone should advise I think, anyway he also accepted.

I like to please people advice. What do I do now? I love you, too, now that leave me more again, to the two we have a peaceful life under reason make me can not survive more one day. We both love each other very much, only because of the circumstances that now breaks the mind. Don't know which way to go to be happy? I have 25 years, I think now I don't have any more frivolity, I very much regret what I did.

My story is too long and complicated, thank everyone who was listening to the mind of me, please help!=