Mistress threatened to kill if I claim the breakup

I was touched because you love for me, because of the near 200 km distant from each other that each month you are down to visit my family.

I was touched because you love for me, because of the near 200 km distant from each other that each month you are down to visit my family. After two months of met on the network, you confess loving me. He says will proceed to marriage with me in a short time. He said: "so long will lose you". I also have a lot of people to Italy and would like to proceed to marriage, but I have not yet received one. I am also easy look, intelligent, honest, pretty straight, little said. I was once a divorce (when having the uk has more than 5 years) because the former husband and family to behave too badly with my mother.

First time learn each other, you're always concerned, comfort me so much from work, eat, rest, health. I wish I was born early for you the child is beautiful, cute, wise, healthy ... I love you at any or not. I hold hands and pray the same Convention live happily together for life. I thought that your life will be more than happy if go step further with a husband who knew the concern, anxiety, considerate as he is. But has anyone learned the word. I really don't believe the truth through relatives, familiar.

First time in love, he raped her, and try though I've explained to you is so not good if not double. I want you to respect me, do not want you to reviews I'm easygoing woman. But he reassures me, "before I married each other, as well as husband and wife". After that, he also changed the way, he called me "honey" very sweet. I hope, believe me. I always thought: If you really love will receive, will be better than a sweetie. But his life did not like I thought and desire.

In the afternoon, two women claiming to be mother and sister call me that: He had his wife and child. The news sounded like lightning as I am very sad, dazed. Because I loved him and he loved me so much thought his family knows my circumstances (perhaps by me) to stop.

Although very unexpected, I try to remain calm and polite exchanges with them but my heart at that really happened. I immediately contacted him to ask for clarification, but he said: "make my husband go spouses don't have anyone, my husband loves his wife, my husband just had a wife ..." From there, I always feel unsafe when British party, though he always mouth told me so and I believe. Then, he sends away for money but actually turning down the road to visit me, you go see other women on both. From here, you make my heart hurt more than spoke.

So, every time my wife or son for me, when I asked, he also always said so. To get back my confidence, I have repeatedly sworn to very toxic: no one is going to ask the family to marry her, he had his wife and child, to the Tet he will marry me ... to date, he said. The more you do the more my heart much more damage.

Because too, love you, I had forgotten all of myself and my family, I must hold the wedding earrings (with her husband) to let him have the car money (1.5 million). Not long after that, he said: "I need the money to redeem the vehicle and only children's help. Then you will know you, will pay. These days you have to ride the other person should be very afraid ". I am not, but because love you much and not very hard to please, though my family life difficult. So, I must take the remaining earrings (2 million) that the sad heart to limitless.

Time to acquaint you, I cried a lot.

But no level I manually close the monthly interest rate (almost a year) without even upset. He said: "There is covered, injured her husband that what counts, tomorrow my husband paid his wife off, both capital and interest rates don't take anything". Then you also can't help but take heart phone LG that both parents were new purchases and save about a week. He said borrowing tomorrow, but so far almost a year and then he just promised: "you pay off tomorrow, trust him, he is not the kind of person as I thought."

Time to acquaint you, I cried a lot. I always doubt my morals when he referred to much that I do not or, not heard. You're always in control, the question I'm anywhere, do anything. Hear your English spitefully, slow, uncomfortable. He took many reasons so I have to follow you, but to date I have not worried at all.

In contrast, many times, I have to give the money to me, no, I have to run a loan of co-workers, acquaintances but then you don't bring back to me to pay them. He also took my work sim phone. When people contact me are men, he heard snotty, distorted and delete both of them, though I tried to explain as such is not true, that's who you, colleagues, I just love, love a lot. He said: "love is still jealous".

Don't know what that sinned before me shit when I love you, most of this suffering to suffering another strain of mind, can I? Because apart from me, you still in a relationship with many more people, because there are times I caught many emotional messages, all of them with the blame. When they called, I answered, they shut down. The next day, I message them directly to their talk.

I remember, he didn't want me to be or who do I contact General break both my sim phone. Both his wife's message, he also refused: "who's wrong messages". He always says: "I love you. You're the most important person to you. If there are children, then forever and nobody has been ". This make me feel unsafe over if after this life with you.

True years later, through a General (British neighbor General) affirmed: You have a wife, children. He dissipated, gambling places, lack of money should be done to sell both expensive cars. I asked, he said: "I don't have anyone else, just you. People want you to break the emotional cut you and me ". I am again suffering, paying themselves more.

What I am most dissapointed every time I asked him to put pay phones as promised then you yelled at me with many quotations from it's hard to hear. He always threatened: "I will pay back out but he also doesn't let you live, working alone. He will go to the agency you let everyone know.

He will cut you, will ruin the beauty to no one did get out, so he was living with you all my life "," Because I dared to betray him, he will hate you "," life and death to have each other, that's the price of love "," If you do not or also because love you "... He promised to compensate me to life was not enough and called for me to believe, waiting for you to divorce, Tet he will marry, marry me.

I love him so much and also not to forget though you know why is so not true, though he lied I lie to much, I will love you longer than if the gauge. I have repeatedly requested the separation because the do not want my wife, children, because there is no benefit to anyone but you don't agree and always say: "I just love you, children are important to you. If I betray, he will kill you, or make you bad. Trust, wait, new year wedding... ".

When I decided to break up nicely, accepting the underprivileged, the Africa ... you threatened me more. Now I'm very puzzled, because I also lock the heavy family burden. If I have a mission, what system they will live. Should I believe, wait like you promised? If that is true, I should have accepted the invitation to marry you? Looking forward to specialist psychology and you read off please share with me. Sincerely thanks.=