The night my husband close, sometimes I have to use the pillow veiled

Price as just like to hold a family, I think I could have enough stamina. Just the poet only I could mother ear player "love you for life" and a bit of autosuggestion, I think I will still exist in the circumstances. I look like I have no husband.

The night of intimacy my husband ... (Photo illustration)

But I'm still rounded the duty of a wife to him. And the night to close her husband's humiliating mistreatment Athenian fears that night. That's the time I sensed very clearly I hate and detest him. I don't get that feeling, even to use the pillow cover sealed both sides. So that I return to the pregnancy. Because of health reasons, I can't use the contraceptive should things have happened ...

My husband is a peach blossom. While ordinary employees in a non-governmental organization, but the power of both the star cinema. New to the company for a year, yet he was always pairs with a colleague. Things just messy when Director formally reminded, new love be stopped.

Then he left a girl in a different organization after a training occasion together. Though he had a wife, but the other girl still fascinate him like cigarettes, even many times publicly the relationship by text messaging for my husband at he's on the bed as if I don't exist. Only when the parents of the other girl said, this new relationship would be extinguished.

The end of this situation, I plunge into an affair. And this time her husband's affair as possible cause I have to painfully how, my stamina was paralyzed completely, not enough patience to pull my husband about his mother-in-law taught.

The British company is my best friend. When I found out they were there together for a few month old child. The incident took place too staggering and perfect, made me come up empty-handed.

My friend who I trust for all things my husband's lies are told to her. Next to it, I feel like I'm at the edge of my mother (her mother died two years ago). There are both crying with each other because there are things about her husband.

When my husband heard affair, it said will hand out help to talk for him to comprehend the grief of my heart. But then the times I see you and it goes dark, then meeting about you IM for it. I think that will have a secure way for my husband to understand the problem. But who doubt the message which later I found out he was taking juicy lyrics to flirt with it.

The woman's soft, plus her husband's long absence on mentality and desire to have a child it has been fooled by the words of seduction. After this go talk with my husband, it not need I go further. And each time that you and her husband wanting to talk in houses.

Then go home my husband had also expressed the interest of his wife. I think his plan is successful and is being complacent in the happiness that you I she is pregnant. Shock than abortion is of my husband. You're also determined to keep it to the end because her husband can't give her a child.

But that after I found out, the relationship between the two men which was also terminated. I take a person that I always considered as mate. Also my husband he still lived a life of adventure with the other girls. Song you are determined not to stop the marriage with me anyway.

Currently, live in a jumble makes me very confused. I never wanted to have children with the nominal man is my husband. But I can not remove the fetus, which to mean every night I have to endure her husband's close. Husband affair requires bedding made me disgust want to vomit. I have to decide how to correct?=