Wedding night horrors of mended Virgin woman

I have had a love affair with you in the same University. In the time in love, because the love that people believe I've lost the thousand Golden's daughter. After the expropriations was I, he quickly ran off with another woman. I have been in pain, crying, even leaving his face to hold the person in back. But all are just hopeless when he resolved to run under the new. Now think again I feel so stupid when asking a person doesn't deserve him.

Three years later, I met the love of his life and also my husband now. I did not do that with her husband before the marriage though that I don't have to be a virgin girl. But I don't want to make mistakes again because to me hurt in love is too enough. And Moreover, I would like to have a link with this son with a wedding.

After finding out a year, we went to marriage. The wedding day, I was very happy. To prepare the mind for the wife and to my husband, I went back to patch the hymen.

Wedding night, all of which are carefully prepared. Home my husband so we are in always in the apartment had previously purchased. After the bath, I step into the room and embrace her husband. At switch off and enjoy the precious moment in the wedding night, I feel extremely happy. And to think that her husband will feel happy to marry was a Virgin wife. But it does not surprise when her husband "go inside" and feel the artificial hymen torn and tattered red drops of blood falling down the sheets, my husband was silent ... go out of bed and sit smoking. I felt her husband know everything should have confessed all. After you hear my confession, he said that know I no longer in white but because of the respect and I do not want to hurt should not say. But he didn't expect me to go back to her husband in deceiving virginity patch wedding night.

Told my husband away shirt, I sit at the wedding bed thẫn and cold room. So my husband loved me more than I thought. But I also own his deceit, killed love it. This marriage and then will go home when that wedding night were horrified.

All night, I couldn't sleep. I blame themselves were foolish Virgin patch to the work here. And more do not know how to get back the love and trust of the newlywed husband. People give me advice?=