Marriage log seep soaked with the tears of the young wife

They say marriage is a life not a wrong destination complex. Today, the couple are we arguing. The reason is simple: you play, that you say you're not. You can sleep indifferent, even children begging up, carrying me breakfast. However, he turned up just to hear the phone you go to coffee wilt. I take that won't say I a, his home, have to pimp the car out, run away eating breakfast alone that saw the bitter heart too. Sunday morning, look at one couple carrying each other away games that I infinitely sad. C'mon, I forgot, we are just married is more than 1 week?

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Tonight, I was running round the perimeter road to vehicles over 9 hours of the night. But, not a phone call, not a message of who I called my husband. I'm in a State of fatigue, he lies on the couch watching television. Just saw the face, I shouted: "where to go from now on, Cook quickly to tui also eat again, you guys are too tired to go."

Marriage not as a dream ...

I'm down to the kitchen, cooking as a machine, completely empty the mind unconsciously. You must cut his hand, blood flow. I scream you get thanks to the duct tape, he personally households sit on, stated above: "there are many, do that right, so is the village of la pour dearie, hand squeeze again, slice it off the bleeding, fuss". I'm bitter to realize, in my heart, I don't seem to be anything else.

Recalling also the definitive wedding date hand, he rushed me into the mouth, and then button had no pain I massage xuýt. Why now, he changed a lot too, so, I no longer recognize who you loved during 3 years.

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Today, I cried because no. I'm going to geek out in the workplace, colleagues who struck oil, the massage therapist, who also worry. A call for you to take me on, I jerk to most tired self drive, you are doing, don't idle. People look at you with eyes full of concerned. The bag, tear out the movement insists that cannot hold. A benevolent colleagues find so, carrying children on help to children's leisure.

That afternoon, I go get drunk. I call you bought hot porridge ludicrous thanks, you answer amputated: "Yes!" and then hang up. Tim sharp pain when you hear the stretching of the cosmetic touch phone cosmetic touch. That night, over 9 hours in New England, you don't say, I'm still hungry, then as a wild cat. C'mon, you forget that we married for more than two months?

Remember back on longer love each other, just me sneezing, runny nose, you ready to quit, urging me to go visit. That day, the children or do nũng, little disease is claiming he transported the doctor, but just out of the House, and I caught him carrying children go out. Uk pm needs of children without a complaint. The more I do recall more upset.

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Today, my mother up visiting us. To listen my mother up, children welcome, by his mother in his hometown, far below. I thanks to you go mom, did you enlist to cook some food for the buffet. He is reading the newspapers, sharply up: the "mother who that person go away on holiday, nor alone". I'm sorry to ask again: "so if there is no mother shall have the woman is my wife now?". You silence and then flicked the car.

Mother to hand underarm handbag carrying everything from his hometown khỉnh lém map up. You from expensive hand-pieced together the back goes on, to wear his mother struggling with that shit. I hastily ran out to help parents that see my mother immensely. Parents in the home, asked me: "normal guy little Vase has run so fast, it did not run fast enough to his mother sitting behind that fear too, running cool at all. Or in unfamiliar air ride mom? ". I support the words and you go so fast, the computer. My mother still telling me he don't run too fast, not cool, it's dangerous. I heard the first time, and in children conceived the two words: "Hate."

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Today, read the message of the Baby in the air. The content is very emotional, and I found myself too quiet, no ripples. I know this is the first order brothers must read the message spreads this girl? More than a dozen times. While we were married yet rounded 7 months.

Who had a lifetime love, who once said on the Hall will take care of you to the first tooth at the Silver Dragon, do not betray you. So that the person just another times again make me have to hurt, cry, and now into indifference.

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Tonight wind so cold, I still not yet about whether the clock had 10 points. Sat writing these lines when you are two sheets of paper and an approximate figure. A pregnancy ultrasound is. The two are separated and three paper is approximately waist hugging idyllic are shaped a young girl from the hostel to come out. That girl is probably your baby? Her younger, more beautiful, more modern dress.

Thai for 5 weeks. I was doing my mom. But unfortunately for me when a receiving both believe, a Protestant one. If you have not you I happen to see and capture the pictures, then maybe you make excuses for yourself.

Maybe everything has ended, now rest in children is not love or something similar. My heart is dead. I just left my fears "Hate" him. Perhaps, the ending is the best way for us.=