Lack of confidence before the wedding day because no longer ' Virgin '

The children often sit in his room and write these lines of thinking on paper and then burned away. Today I have a fret, a mood of anxiety, want to write a few lines and this time I boldly ask for written sent to category shared these confidences line. Expect that after this letter was sent, in the hearts of children will feel softer, more welcome mood, perhaps through the story will have few readers give me some helpful advice from which you can make the right decision for myself.

 

While sitting on a Chair, University lecture you like a beautiful flower, charming. Also so that you always have a few satellites in pursuit. Man is not a stone-wood, I, too, to avoid wasting time, the minutes are those when alone in the medium-price winter nights, or when travellers in love Valentine's day, international women's day 8/3 ... So I fell into him as a factor.

 

New time love children feel happy, feel the love for you, feel the warmth of the drawing great-grandchildren hug, enjoy the sweet vibrations from the first kiss ... I'm passionately in love, and then something to will still have to come, I have given him the life of his daughter in white, and for that it is the surrender in love. Sexuality has to do for the love of two us more warm parts. It is the essential, is the sublimation between two hearts are in love. And I did not feel regret about that.

 

We love each other during his time in College, until College. He said goodbye with invalid reason, even for children to find ways to keep the attachment.

 

As time passed, about near the work for a private company, and I've met people who love me now. You are a customer of the company. We have empathy at work, your life. So that he or she ask me to drink water to the Center. Occasionally he also come and play at half mast you go café, watching movies, listening to songs ...

 

Love them I took off for two years, during the two year time you require it, but I declined and also know to protect yourself by not to places too sensitive, not in the room with only two people, there are times he too then I told him "I want their wedding night his meaning". I love you, and also identified serious with children should also complain, angry at getting past through the speakers and then you laugh at the joke.

 

But I worry at the moment is that after some time learn each other for a long time. I suggest doing weddings, and also led the family to house the children questions. Adult two families also had to agree.

 

All the preparation for the wedding has also prepared the Ark the Ark so that the mood I fret, fear at the moment is that I've not left in white, whether in relationship after the wedding night that do not see Virgin blood, he doubted and disdained? There are times when you say everything to you to not be paying conscience, although then the the want the to but you are not brave enough to do it.

 

His family was quite religious, family rituals he very important problem of virginity that more do you lose confidence. I should do now? Can anyone give me some advice so I can live comfortable, happy side of her future husband. I would like to thank!