Lady wants hitters are staying true to their gender

(Phunutoday)-thirty years living in this life, I have lived for my parents. Not a moment would I dare to live for myself because I don't want to hurt them. But perhaps the time has come, I can not cruel to ourselves anymore.

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Perhaps this is not just my own story that is the story of many people, who, when born was not a gender normal as others, who like me. My parents still call me coral. That was the House name. And up to now, the two people still call me so. Parents say the coral is beautiful and tough.

You know I am a lesbian. He is not against it I want to love. He said, I want to be anybody, just love me still is his wife. (Artwork)

I was the coral. I was born and raised in a wealthy family. They call my parents are big. I was tied to getting the u.s. message. Because of the this, I had a childhood not happy. Children who normally would not play with me, the kids just like I brought the strange personality. Most of us shut up and learning. I still remember, young, when going to school, in the classroom, and the gentlemen of the College, playtime, we expressly did not Frolic. We also talk a little. I don't have buddies. After this I know, no major disadvantage is the friend for a human.

I am the only daughter of parents. So, probably, of course, I was also the hope of the two. I desire to raise me to be a short lived female, three Shu tone again looking forward to me going strong because I would be the family's burden. Because of expectations that, I grew up as a son, a daughter and loves the way really.

Says more about my family, my parents ' restaurant business. It is the career passed from his life. To the life of my father, he expanded the family's restaurant system along the country. In all the big cities all have our restaurant. The three invested in construction of a resort at sea and in the region there are stylishbeautiful photo. It all works very well and is the pride of the three.

Because of the work, not of interest to me. The business trip lasts, the meeting, the meeting of partners ... pull off my parents. I often dine alone. Long ago, it's a habit and I like so. I am a strong kid. Never have I to his sadness gets out and add more, I live for parents.

My mom just got me. My brother died when two years old. So, my mom loved me by love and add both for my brother. I discovered her true gender while a student. Once there, I brought a picture of his son appearance. Skinny, hair cut short but powerful and I love the one of her classmates. I do not know is that love or not but until now, when recalled, I said, for her, I feel longing and want to be close. But I never tell anyone that. I also found itself that is not acceptable.

Those days, I only know fear alone. In addition to her parents, I have no friends. I do not know what share of the Center to anyone. I still hear people life dè bỉu gay people, regarded them as sick people. I am forced to be silent to protect themselves and keep to the three parents.

The three I am pleased about that, I am not interested in love son daughter that just dedicated to learning. Only his mother is sometimes frustrating. My mother says I don't love? Love's so marvelous. I fell in love, only she doesn't know. I don't find it amazing, it just bring me the fear. Twenty years, I am officially on the learning company and the three executives at a few restaurants. Meanwhile, I still bring the silhouette of a son of a bitch.

My mom started getting me to do. She wanted me to feed the long hair, use chalk, even intermittent, high sandals. I want my mother's daughter is beautiful and charming. To please the parent dimension, I follow what I desire. And then I realized I was beautiful. My hair is naturally curly, long and soft. The skinny back turned into charming,. I hear the knocks of everyone when I step through. But that hardly means nothing. Because I am a lesbian. A lesbian need the love and sympathy of the people is more beautiful in appearance.

There are many guys to notice me. My mother happy. Three I also proudly. I see that through his introduction about me with everyone, through the three-way all the way he looked at me and motivate me. My mother wanted me to have a lover. She find all clues to a meeting for me. Most of us can only become you socially because I, of course, is not in love with them.

Long is people are parents choose to become my husband. He was the son of a family with my house. I know you from small but not exposed. Long has a very beautiful face, as if carved statue. Your smile is very gentle and most importantly he loves me. Long has said to me that he loved me since I was very young. He has seen me growing up and his love for me is also raised from time to time.

Long than I am ten years old. My parents enjoyed. You believe that you will bring me a happy life and you will also help me in the business. Again, I let the parents decide her life. But marriage in which, love only comes from one side, then certainly not happy. Long know I don't love him but he says he is going to make me change. Because I live peacefully with Long and make a good wife.

Who also said the couple married, harmony me I am happy. Only I and Long know, we don't like that. We live quietly together and we never close. Long could not understand me. He said that because I have not love you so I've agreed to have intimate relations with him. But as time passed, things still. Long no longer had to think about the day I will love you again. He has a mistress outside. I do not feel hurt. I only ask you to please keep it because I don't want my parents to grieve.

Long surprised to hear suggestions. He severed that relationship always. Since that day, I saw nothing Long Moon what flowers outside. He says, was living with me was also good. Love sometimes to people we do really weird things. In the Meanwhile, I hugged her in love with a woman. She than I to 15 years and she knows I love her. She takes advantage of that love to cut money from me.

I have the money. I do not regret the money for her hand, just with me. I was even foolish believe, that woman's love for me is real. Until the main eyes, I see the scene a man is she hugging it hopes all vanish. I can forgive many faults but the private story of betrayal never I accept.

I don't think about a more loving anyone again. Only, I tried to love Long. But my real people do not accept that. I had regarded him as a relative of the family. So you're not too unlucky and unhappy, I have children for him. Long did not have a wife, I really should let him have a child and be as a father.

Three parents thinks that I have a whole family. I manage the business is also very good. I had thought that I would live like that for the rest of his life. But then, suddenly one day, I saw the commercial for yourself. How I can live like this forever? How do I keep living for others like this? I also need to live for myself because I am also a human being.

I said to Long I want to divorce because I want to love once actually. You know I am a lesbian. He is not against it I want to love. He said, I want to be anybody, just love me still is his wife. If there is no selfish when I because that to break a family? There are no selfish when I as his parents disappointed? But I'm also a human being. I believe I also have the right to be happy.  =

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